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@Xea@lemmy.blahaj.zone

Trans Girly, low level programmer, amateur chemist, self aware drug (ab)user.


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  • doses to pseudopregnancy levels of estradiol

“I’ll show you!!! >:(”

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  1. keep community labeled NSFW
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  1. turn NSFW mode off

[METHOD] easy repeated IV administration via butterfly infusion set (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

DISCLAIMER: if you don’t already IV, I strongly recommended that you don’t start, injecting corrosive and potencially contaminated liquids directly into your bloodstream, especially without medical training is very dangerous and can easily take your life, It also happens that most drugs when administered via IV have a very...

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oki fine :'), I just felt bad because its off topic

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BAD HARMREDUCTION ADVICE:

uiy, I feel like If I give you my honest opinon I might do alot of harm but I was in a very similar spot that you were a year or so ago, I used to have alot of issues socializing because I was afraid and didn’t have the convidence to say the things on my mind and I couldn’t process well enough

unless you are injecting highly contaminated drugs you shouldn’t be doing significant damage to yourself, some stimulants have strong cardiovascular effects you should be aware of especially if you are in danger of having a stroke(like me)

something which really just helped me was taking very controlled amounts of prescription amphetamine since I have ADHD, it helped me form friendships that today I could not do without

but I want to warn you, while most drugs are not as harmful as they are depicted as in the media and so on, you don’t want to reach a state where you are permanently chasing a high which you already are not able to feel anymore because you abused your substance of choice for too long, just slighly amp your life up and don’t even think you can be in euphoria for the rest of your life if you just keep using

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honestly, I would say there is some “hard drugs” I take which are alot more harmless than alcohol, I know people always think our staple drugs are safe, but trust me, I have nearly died because I swallowed a dozen caffeine pills in an manic-episode

my reason for saying amphetamine made me friendships is that it makes me feel more like myself, I can think better not worse, Im confident and enpathic, it quite honestly seams like the reason Im not alone currently

don’t know about cannabis as it has not worked for me this far regardless of how fat the joints I smoke are, but I think that sounds like a good and safe idea!

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Thank you alot for this great bit of advice!, I do have to say while getting information from reddit and lemmy is not ideal, you also can’t expect the average drug user to read papers and its not like the mainstream media/authorities/or schools are providing atequate harmreduction information

ps: if there is any bit of information/resource I should add anywhere, feel free to tell me!

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ooo I heard of that one… I might have seen a girl snort lines of it but that is besides the point :3

if you want I can add it, will also add the trevorproject link you provided! / I can also add you as a mod since you seam to be invested in this topic

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ooo, good call!

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Thank you so much! <333, didn’t know how to link a community '^^

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    Thank you, hearing that helps <3

    and I would love some internet hugs :3

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    Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')

    Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3

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    thank you!

    you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

    hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

    A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

    what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for? <a href=""></a>

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    I did not misgender other transpeople directly(there were none) so no, it does not count as harrassing a minority, it does count as gross hatespeach imo.

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    No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.

    Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

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    No school, no work, just meow meow

    injects 100mg 4-MMC(known as meow meow)

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    gj for the repost!

    I saw that before on reddit, what an awul story :( !

    ps: you don’t need to make the repost disclaimer in all caps, scared me for a sec :,)

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    My favorite!! ty for reposting <333

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    you do you but my lexer(flex) is not helping me socialize, dumb unix jokes aside, lovely advice <3, I will definetly give that a try!

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