@TheOtterDragon@eldritch.cafe
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TheOtterDragon

@TheOtterDragon@eldritch.cafe

Non-binaire, antifasciste, antiraciste.
Your friendly queer goth next door.
Covid long : dysautonomie, POTS.
Je peux aider pour les descriptions d'image #AltText
La résilience est une propriété des systèmes.
Tous les francophones ne vivent pas en France.
Pas de conseils non sollicités svp.

Mes posts sur le covid long : https://eldritch.cafe/@TheOtterDragon/tagged/CovidLong
Sur l'autodéfense sanitaire : https://eldritch.cafe/@TheOtterDragon/tagged/autodefensesanitaire

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18+ Lucia, to random
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Haven't been outside in over 2 days, have probably been in bed over 44 hours of it. Not exactly sure what my problem is atm, but it's just kinda too hard to do anything. I'm not exactly depressed, but I've been extremely emotionally blunted since Monday. I'm not having delusional thoughts which is good.

Have had a lot of passive SI tho. I'm just so tired of being me. Tired of everything being so hard when it shouldn't always be so hard. Tired of trying to make life work, trying to get caught up, and just getting shit on. I want things to stabilize and quit fucking me, but they don't. I'm only on this planet to be a parent, but i want to be done. I don't have much enjoyment of anything. If I didn't have my kids I'd be out of here. But also I feel like being a parent has trapped me in a world that just kinda fucking sucks for me right now, and has for a while. I'm stuck because I'd fuck my kids lives if I left.

Been playing video games tho, and this is usually what I do when I need my brain shut down in a way that keeps Brain from getting me into thought trouble. I wish I could get myself to do things I enjoy and enjoy things I do. But there's mostly just emptiness. Idk.

TheOtterDragon,
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@Lucia :blob_cat_snuggle:​

Lesdondons, to random French
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Tout vient à point à qui sait attendre

video/mp4

TheOtterDragon,
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@Lesdondons Les tataaaanes !

acm_redfox, to Lithops
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Apropos of nothing, a little update on this pot of living pebbles that seemed popular 6-8 weeks ago. Things are moving along!
#1: Just bigger (x3).
#2: Has absorbed last year's leaves, and I got twins! they should get more symmetrical.
#3: Little monster has doubled in size, added leaves. Will probably get him his own pot and add another lithops.
#4: Pink ones are happier, and are opening up to show new baby leaves. Others bigger, maybe will split?

TheOtterDragon,
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@acm_redfox They're beautiful ! How often do you water them ?

TheOtterDragon,
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@acm_redfox I know the theory, but you specifically, how often do you water them at the moment ? I planted some lithops a few months ago that are ~ the same age and stage as yours, that's why I'm asking. They seem happy with water every 4 weeks or so but I wonder if I should water them more for them to grow faster.

riff, to random French
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Mais pourquoi ?

"the Robot Review of Books"

«Like the London Review of Books ... but with even more robots!
The Robot Review of Books is an AI ‘magazine’ of short computational media essays that are typically structured as book reviews.»

https://archive.org/details/no-1-rrb-introduction-v-2

TheOtterDragon,
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@riff 🙀​ :blob_cat_knife:​ :guillotine:​

TheOtterDragon,
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@riff Je croise les doigts pour que ce soit une blague

TheOtterDragon, to random French
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Moi : s'apprête à sauter le générique
Le générique : que des images de train
Moi : :amaze:​

TheOtterDragon,
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@modnarwave Ya un vraiment eu un moment où mon cerveau m'a engueulén en mode "mais t'es con ou quoi enlève ce doigt de ce bouton avance rapide"

TheOtterDragon,
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Aaaaah ya aussi des traaaaams :blob_cat_aww:​

TheOtterDragon,
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@eriko_hana :amaze:​
Des trains et des lapins :blob_cat_aww:​

sinituulia, to random
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Oh! Just remembered the dream I had.

Great strides had been made in perfecting plastic, oil and toxic waste recycling. A machine had been created! All you had to do was input whatever into a large hopper, no sorting required. Solids, liquids. The end product out the other end was stable carbon, water and trace amounts of minerals. That is to say: Turtles. Just hordes and hordes of turtles, alive and well, in every species, hurtling out of a hopper! 🐢

Environmental experts felt conflicted.

TheOtterDragon,
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@sinituulia Marvelous. It's turtles all the way down.

PetitPas, to random French
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Dans les TGV entre la France et la Suisse, les vélos sont autorisés et c'est gratuit.

...roues démontées et le tout dans une housse d'une taille maxi.

TheOtterDragon,
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@Wildduck @PetitPas Merci, c'est super intéressant !

TheOtterDragon,
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@PetitPas @Wildduck Ouiiiiiiiiiii 🍿​

TheOtterDragon,
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