It’s so hard to maintain a tough exterior and not ask for help. I really feel for guys and really anyone raised to be that way, not showing true emotions and afraid of reaching out.
When you say that you’re just learning to be human, I seriously want to reach through the screen and give you the biggest humanest hug possible. Of course, our lives are different and your definition of “learning to be human” is different from mine, but… I’ve been there in my own way. I hope your journey is as smooth as possible while still being challenging in a positive way. We can’t grow if we don’t leave our comfort zone.
I’m feeling much better now, I had a chance to replenish my energy with both alone time and some social time with the right people. Thank you for asking!