Horrible_Goblin,

The first one is me when I’m anxious, the 2nd one is me when im fed up or tired.

When Im tired+anxious either one of two things could happen:

  1. I just stop registering anything and do whatever the fuck I want.
  2. I panic and start throwing people because i can’t register the details I think are very important, and that is making me terrified of social repercussions because I am probably about to do something that is socially unacceptable, and even though its perfectly innocent in my head I will be ostracized and or assaulted for it.

The best is when I’m neither anxious nor tired, I just pick up what I pick up and what I don’t… well people will just have to be more fucking clear about it don’t they?

90% of my social anxieties are somehow related to this, as are 90% of my violent outbursts. Why can’t people just fucking tell me what they want from me? Why am I not allowed to throw people?

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