Unsure how to proceed with understanding my gender identity

Title. I go about my day-to-day life as a man still even though I don’t entirely feel that way. But then again, how do I feel? It’s weird, I really strongly identify with the nb flag; it makes me super happy when I look at it. I want to be like other enbies but it’s hard to do so because I feel so stuck in the way I present myself now. I would feel super stupid making a change to myself, you know?

Anyways, I guess I just wanted to use the opportunity of this new site by asking you all for advice. Have you been in this situation before? What should I do? Thanks, love you all. <3