Vlaxtocia

@Vlaxtocia@lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Vlaxtocia,

That’s what I used to think too!

Vlaxtocia,

No, if you die in the Matrix you die in real life

Vlaxtocia,

Am I here late? This post just has a . In it and nothing else

Vlaxtocia,

It’s a shower, but just for your ass

Vlaxtocia,

Wait I think I’ve been out of the loop for too long what the fuck?

how did you deal with internalised transphobia?

It’s something I’m really struggling with, thanks to it it feels like I’m obsessed with the idea of ‘passing’, like whenever I see other trans women who don’t pass it gives me a little burst of dread, thinking that it’s impossible to pass and I’d never be able to. That horrible fear of looking “like a man in a...

Vlaxtocia,

I’ve only managed it once, flying around a featureless void, exulting in the feeling of control. Then a fistfight, again with a featureless opponent. It felt like controlling the dream to that extent and not waking up took a lot of brain power

Vlaxtocia,

I assume so, it takes constant effort and practice to be able to do it at all though, that was over 10 years ago now when I was in my first year at university, I haven’t had the time to dedicate to it since 😅

Vlaxtocia,

Better than CSAM

Vlaxtocia,

Lmao I forgot about these spambots

Vlaxtocia,

I’m currently sat on the toilet, I guess I’d take it as my queue to go have a shower

This may seem kind of stupid but I am kind of stupid, is there a list somewhere of phrases that are stupid or insensitive racially or gender biased?

I just got up from conversation with a couple of older black men, that I said “well I got to go back to work and start cracking the whip.” And it occurred to me then that it was probably a really insensitive stupid thing to say....

Vlaxtocia,

Jesus fucking Christ, I assumed it was a “hurr durr narrow eyes” racist thing, what you’ve said/linked is way worse

Vlaxtocia,

Oh has that stuff finally dropped?

Vlaxtocia,

I’ve started recently too, something I took to heart was one of Vee’s videos on goals and timescales, she said for basically the first month your goal should just be to play around with your voice, go high, go low, sing in a higher pitch than usual, just have fun with it. I’ve been doing that and I’ve noticed it’s easier for me to maintain that higher pitch now

Vlaxtocia,

This, I can’t run my pc in the summer, makes the room far too hot

Vlaxtocia,

It’s probably a tie between the CSAM, or a video of some russian guys in the woods slowly caving this dudes face in with a hammer wrapped in a plastic bag

Finally cracked and it's been a rollercoaster.

Last week I got myself a tape measure, figured out some sizing things and ordered a cheap dress online. It looked good, and for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. I felt like I could actually pull of a transition and not look like an ugly man in a dress. I giggled and cried and it felt so good. The next day I went to...

Vlaxtocia,

Same girl, I’m still totally hung up on passing, even though I know I’m still questioning whether I am trans or not. Even though cis people don’t get euphoria when they see a picture of someone their age passing, or thinking about being referred to with she/her lol. it’s gonna take time but we’ll get there queen 👑

Vlaxtocia,

Oh man I’d be totally into the idea of blahaj events

Vlaxtocia,

You can get Minecraft hosting pretty cheap nowadays iirc, slap a basic modpack on there and it’s all good! I was thinking about playing Minecraft again recently so it’s good timing >:)

Rowing is a terf, how do I prove it?

So originally I was sceptical about the TERF claims on rowling (because I didn’t want them to be true), I’d assumed terminally online people had decided something silly (as has happened before), but the more I looked at it and thought about it, the more I thought, “Ok, I don’t really have proof here, but the odds are...

Vlaxtocia,

I’m 6 minutes in to Shaun’s video and it’s already beyond reasonable doubt lol, while I kind of want to explain this to her myself (because she’s super busy atm, so a 20 minute video will be a hard sell) but I doubt I’d do as good a job so I think I’ll just send her a link. Thank you very much for the links!

Vlaxtocia,

I deserve everything I get if I click on that

Vlaxtocia,

Just like they do for all of their experts, don’t know why they bother asking them

Vlaxtocia,

Like, I don’t agree with the politics, whole situation is filled to the brim with war criminals, but I must shitpost

Hamas is stored in the balls

so im finally taking the plunge and'll be starting hrt soon, ive got estrogel already and im currently looking into getting AA but i was curious about which type to get (im in england btw)

for context im in my early 20s and in a decent material condition rn so getting the AA isnt the problem, it’s just deciding which to get...

Vlaxtocia,

I don’t know what matrix is, but I think I’d like that :). It’s not that I’m estranged from the local queer scene, I just know literally about it because I didn’t know I was queer 🤣 plus I’m really shy at meeting new people which doesn’t help

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