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lxcn

@lxcn@girlcock.club

🏙️ Video game programmer 🌇 sleepy trans lesbian poly slut with nice assets 🌃 adult content creator on hiatus

She/her; late 30s; switchy; leftist. CFS, ADHD.

There's sauciness on this account; still haven't worked out whether it's my main, but mostly personal life stuff & lewds. Game dev / nerdy stuff goes on the other account.

Please don't offer advice (esp. medical) unless I ask! it gets under my skin.

Boosts welcome~ I'm sorta new to Mastodon; apologies if I miss any etiquette!

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feeling slorngry

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fascinating. the Ocarina of Time PC port has an option to speed up how long it takes for king zora to scoot out of the way, but it lacks an option to slow it down

lxcn,
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@aeva I sometimes used to make this noise at my ex when something was taking a while

lxcn, to random
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a friend died this morning

goodbye, Wren
thanks for the kindness you showed me

doesn't feel real

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decided I needed a new discord pfp

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wrapped an LED light strip around my chest lol

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why did trans femmes start saying "gock", sweet mother of god I can't stand it ahah

(question is rhetorical)

lxcn,
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I accidentally caused a tiny discourse so to clarify:
My distaste is just with the sound of this word, the "mouthfeel" if you will. It is icky to me. Like "fap" or "schlong" or "gash". Just words that do not resonate with the part of my brain that decides whether things are sexy!

I have no moral objection to the word gock. I just think it SOUNDS DUMB because I am OLD and I am okay with that.

lxcn,
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@aeva I can't believe you've done this

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I've tried a lot of different psychiatric meds over my long years of misery, and I think at this point I'm confident in saying the best two antidepressants on this earth are financial security and breast implants

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alone

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she's been gone for two days now, I don't trust anything anymore, I'm out

lxcn,
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Aaaaand I just locked myself out of our apartment

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forgot to post this impromptu photo of my tits; enjoy the serotonin

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the more time goes on, it just becomes even more obvious that my in-group is neurodivergent and disabled people rather than queer people

i guess it's whatever thing most determines the struggles you share in trying to survive

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me: can you talk my hards?

gf: you can just ask for a blowjob

me, confused, lifts all of my flaccidity with my hands:
please. My hards.

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not likely to post much. I'm really depressed. last week sucked bad and kind of broke me. sorry

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Couple more of last night's impromptu selfies. no makeup. tryna be brave

it's been over six months since the BA now, and I'm so happy with the results. 😊💖 still feels like kind of a dream!

now I just have to save up $30K+ for FFS... bleh

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bucket list item achieved: became the big titty goth gf :black_sparkling_heart_white:

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long time no boobs!

life is still hard but I'm trying to get back to normal, slowly

weather's finally getting warmer and I've booked my first laser session for my legs~

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you ever just.. stop engaging halfway through a conversation or while trying to explain something, because your depression sapped all your mental energy away and you realised you don't care about whatever you were talking about

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been off social media for a while due to mental health issues. but I've had these to keep me company

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my self hatred has reached insane levels tonight and I'm not sure if I'll be able to talk to anyone for a while, sorry

fuck everything

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one upgraded breast with a weirdly tiny implant scar and lil stretch marks, and one selfie while I'm being punched by a horny ghost

tbh I'm just screwing around learning to develop raws in lightroom on my phone because snapseed's raw support broke. using a combination of the two apps for editing now.

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lxcn,
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@arina they better be fine considering how expensive they were, haha

these melons are never in season...

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Dumbass happy smile engaged :blob_cat_melt:

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lxcn,
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@Anzeliane cute as heck!

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