Hey if you want a friend, I'm here. Keep in mind I have crippling ADHD so when I vanish for a huge chunk of time it's not because I don't love you but because I've fallen for one of the classic blunders (I only think about you when I'm afk or working so I'm thinking about you but you don't get a message.)
This is probably why all my long-term friends are neurologically atypical actually. We all have the same problem. And why one of my oldest friends and I catch up on a random weeknight at odd hours about once month when one of us sends the other a meme.