I'm currently getting out of a heavy #depression and I'm feeling much better lately, but today I still feel, like I don't want to live anymore.
I can't say that my depression is coming back or that I'm super sad again or anything. I just logically see no reason for me to live anymore:
I have no purpose in live: For 4 years now I tried to make Fridays For Future my purpose in life, but I failed miserably.
I have nothing that makes me happy
I have essentially no friends
The people I like the most want nothing or next to nothing to do with me. No offense to those people that are friendly with me - you're cool, you're just not that to me.
I live off my father's pocket and he won't be able to afford me very much longer. I'm all out of money and the state still doesn't pay me anything.