Sci_Fi_FanGirl, German Oh fuck. Throughout the last few weeks I had some time off and I used it to work on my blog, reflecting on a few things...
All this was good, but it also triggered painful memories and I started to vaguely recall some events in childhood. When they come up, I feel like crying, but I can't access all of the memory. Don't know if it's a trauma-response or if I'm overreacting.
Now I feel I have to address this stuff, but it's overwhelming and I'm afraid of dealing with it.