It sucks pretty bad to be constantly flooded with cortisol overload. It'll kill you in about 18 mos. I don't sleep at all when they're hitting it, and after two months of zero sleep you go completely insane. It also causes pellets in the skin which turn into pimples. That's why nerds have pimples. And it makes my face swell up, unevenly. Once I'm asymmetrical, nobody will ever take me seriously.