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Uair

@Uair@autistics.life

I have no hole into which you can pigeon me. I'm unique. Just like everyone else.

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RickiTarr, to random
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So, what's the thing, what's the big thing no one can help you with? How do you cope with it?

Uair,
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@RickiTarr

they make movies about me and I don't know why. they make movies about me and I don't know why. they make movies about me and I don't know why. all play and no work makes jack and interesting boy. all play and no work makes jack an interesting boy. all play and no work makes jack an interesting boy. reality doesn't get a voice. reality doesn't get a voice. reality doesn't get a voice.

I'm prone to brain loops.

I don't cope. Weed + video games.

Uair,
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@RickiTarr

AuDHD + cPTSD. Those three go together. On a 5 scale, I'd say I'm 2.5 on ADD, 3 on autism, and 4 on trauma. Maybe 4.5.

Add to that a lifetime of near-to-total isolation and the fact that I grew up without a sibling, cousin, religion, or culture, and I'm just done in.

Weed and video games. They can nullify a whole lifetime's ambition. Why do I need to nullify my ambition? Well, I don't trust the internet enough to stay up for the aurora last night. I figured I was being punked.

Uair,
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@RickiTarr

Be as nosy as you like. I communicate well that way. It's an autistic thing, but I definitely appreciate someone who just fucking asks me shit. I do not do indirect well.

Yeah, there's not much to do with ambition any more. Chase money? Naaah.

I'd like a voice, but am too unstable just yet.

It gets hard to sit alone in a room and do nothing after the first couple decades.

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

How are you with animals?

I tend to throw off the wrong vibe for people, but get along with even the iffy animals. Dogs that don't like most people warm to me.

Just wondering how much of that is autism and how much me. My dad hates animals.

Uair,
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@pathfinder @actuallyautistic

I am an animal. A clever monkey.

Uair,
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@CarolynStirling @actuallyautistic @EVDHmn

I'm scared of horses, too.

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

Hey everyone! I mentioned this once before, but I've been using the page substitutes on this account and they really are awesome. This is the old internet. Better. Worth checking out.

https://autistics.life/@freeschool@qoto.org

mekkaokereke, to random
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No one watches women's sports! (Because we don't televise the games 🤡).

So the WNBA premiere of Caitlin Clark was televised. But the WNBA premiere of Angel Reese (2023 champ who beat Caitlin Clark) and Kamila Cardoso (2024 champ who beat Caitlin Clark), wasn't televised or available to stream in the app. So... A fan set up a bootleg stream. 430K viewers tuned in to watch.🤯

https://www.nola.com/sports/lsu/angel-reese-lsu-fan-livestream-wnba-debut-drew-430000-viewers/article_ad17806f-56e1-5be1-ab0c-785e0a26dbaf.html

This is free money! Customers are trying to throw it at you!

Uair,
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@mekkaokereke @philip_cardella

We need a WNHL.

It's the only sport I know where a woman can compete against the men.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manon_Rh%C3%A9aume

Uair,
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@mekkaokereke @philip_cardella

Arcanum explained it. Women get -1 str and +1 constitution.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arcanum:_Of_Steamworks_and_Magick_Obscura

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

Question, especially for the young'uns out there. Does anyone else see something wrong with this commercial? Would it fly if aired today?

https://invidious.drgns.space/watch?v=C3p-QAQphnE

Uair,
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@krafty @actuallyautistic

That was what I was finding problematic.

It's "part of a balanced breakfast" when you include fruit and eggs and bacon. It's like saying cake is part of a balanced dinner.

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

Well, today I'm not allowed to buy potatoes or lemon juice. I have no freaking idea why the state are such assholes to me. They trick me into thinking there is some kind of way to get along with them and it's always Charlie Brown placekicking. Today they had me convinced they wanted me sober, but that's not enough, apparently, to be allowed a side dish or flavoring in my water.

They make movies about me and I don't know why. They make movies about me and I don't know why.

Uair,
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@actuallyautistic

That ended up being a funny escapade. I just hate being driven like that. I hate the lack of autonomy.

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@freeschool @actuallyautistic

These links work! I just searched a practical question and goddamn but if every one of the first five results were relevant, and not spammy.

It's another piece of rebuilding the old internet. Thank you freeschool! The world needs you now.

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

I'm testing a new link cleaner with half of my favorite love songs. If this doesn't work for you, let me know. Thanks.

https://invidious.drgns.space/watch?v=Claf8E18eLs

Uair, to science
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@actuallyautistic

I was just navelgazing while doing my dishes and a thought arrived. Schrodinger must've really hated cats.

Fuck Schrodinger. Leave the cat alone. Cats are good people. Put a republican in the box.

paninid, to random
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Conservative “think tanks” will unironically tell you that social justice activists of the culture war are ruining everything.

Because you cannot shame the shameless.

https://inaniludibrio.com/2024/02/15/that-is-not-how-shame-works/

Uair,
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@ai6yr @paninid

It's like "you can't tolerate intolerance". It's hard for our team to comprehend.

Uair,
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@paninid @ai6yr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5THoej2G5Iw

sebwhatever, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic tell me you are #actuallyautistic without telling me you are autistic. #askingautistics

Uair,
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@sebwhatever @actuallyautistic

https://open.substack.com/pub/poloniousmonk/p/an-autistic-moment?r=1xr9v7&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

itamarst, to random
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So apparently my representative in Congress, Katherine Clark, thinks that I, a Jew who is also a citizen of Israel, am an antisemite.

Uair,
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@itamarst

My followers are probably really sick of seeing this, but I can't stop posting it. It never ceases to be relevant:

https://shalomauslander.substack.com/p/the-asshole-question

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

Hey everyone! They let me have 4 hours sleep.

When I was ten years old, they let me have 4 hours every single night, but now I only get 4 hours every third day.

Is this an autistic thing? Can you all live in 4 hours sleep every third day? 68 hours awake, 4 asleep?

Am I being unreasonable to want more?

Uair, to actuallyautistic
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@actuallyautistic

I can't remember the last time they let me stay asleep for a minute. Literally. I measure my sleep in seconds now.

Uair,
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@janisf @actuallyautistic

5/

We should be on the same team now. I know from my time in DC that we're not enemies. "They" showed me a lot of what they do to trumptarts who show up with ill intent, without actually doing any of it to me.

Over my life, the state has had me molested, infected and cured, had bones broken and teeth smashed out, been poisoned, drugged, and gassed. The state has hit me with pretty much every nonlethal mechanism they've got and I'm still here and still decent.

Uair,
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@janisf @actuallyautistic

6/

Now I sit alone in a room. I'm not allowed human contact with people whose minds work, except in a very limited fashion on here. All of my email is intercepted and vetted, and they almost never let any through from anyone I know.

I get one email from my father every couple years, and I'm allowed to email my mother. She's the geisha they used to neutralize my dad.

Whatever; thanks for giving me a place to vent. If you want any more state secrets, let me know.

Uair,
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@janisf @actuallyautistic

4.5/

They've spent my life trying to make a monster out of me. My childhood abuse was designed by the intelligence agencies to create a disposable tool, a wind-up automaton they could make use of and throw away. Like my mother.

The Asians figured this one out a long time ago. They use the autistic people. We were the ninja and geisha. Still are.

But fuck that. I cut my own path. Now I have to be silenced.

Uair,
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@janisf @actuallyautistic

5.5/

They hit me with that microwave weapon, too. It's a pain thing--nonlethal, but very few people can stand it more than 3 seconds, nobody more than five. Different wavelength microwaves that don't penetrate deep enough to do real damage.

They spent hours shooting me with it, but on low so it just warmed me. And I don't mind--I'm happy to help them practice with the thing. The DC cops are PISSED about 1/6 and itching for a rematch.

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