They've spent my life trying to make a monster out of me. My childhood abuse was designed by the intelligence agencies to create a disposable tool, a wind-up automaton they could make use of and throw away. Like my mother.
The Asians figured this one out a long time ago. They use the autistic people. We were the ninja and geisha. Still are.
But fuck that. I cut my own path. Now I have to be silenced.