I can’t speak for others but I probably borderline obsessively have to get all the info possible because I fear making the “obvious” wrong decision.
I’m somewhat relieved but also saddened that there’s this many of these kind of posts. I have been feeling like it’s a similar feeling to when I realized I was trans, and when I finally was able to accept it.
I appreciate your blunt honesty. 💜 I needed it. I think that’s where I am. As far as I know to go, looking for confirmation before I jump.