Random thoughts
I was reading today about how my US state is apparently one of the worst for trans people to get care in. It’s generally one of the worst for just about everything to do with being trans legally, and I realized how thankful I am that I was insanely lucky enough to get access to HRT, even though I have to drive to a different state to get it and it’s hella expensive compared to the other medications I have to take. But like holy shit, it’s been such an improvement in my life to have. It’s genuinely the first time in my life I haven’t looked towards the future with utter dread.
It sucks here in terms of the government and the attitudes of some people, and I’m moving out soon, but it’s still my home and I’m gonna miss it. When people say “just move to a better state/country” that’s not the solution they think it is. It’s a lot of emotional pain to leave behind one’s family, community, social ties, and culture. This shouldn’t have happened in the first place.
Sending love to those of you who haven’t been able to access HRT or any other trans care that you need. You deserve to have access to those things. I hope for one day where those who want to go back home will be able to do so safely.
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