yesterdaychild

@yesterdaychild@blorbo.social

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bts
often knifey. see: yi city, vegaspete
occasionally also: seventeen and 2nd gen kpop nostalgia.

fandom old, and abides by these norms still: SALS, YKINMKATO, DLDR.
30+, all content can turn 18+ without warning.
rpf-shipper, multi-shipper.
loves transformative fanwork.
plays piano covers.

eng/简/繁 🆗️

i also toot about mental health and irl stuff.
generally i try my best to use content warnings but may lapse, so please tread with care.

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GQB, to random
@GQB@apobangpo.space avatar

So I just did a thing. I have a friend who does health/fitness/life coaching. I met her online a number of years ago and we have kept in touch off and on through the years. I just "hired" her as an fitness/life coach for a few months. I trust her to work with me and help keep me on track for a few things I am working on. 2024 is a year of change while I wait for the guys to get back. Time to start thriving instead of just surviving.😈💜

yesterdaychild,

@bunnytown @GQB this sounds awesome. i know i dropped the ball on therapy talk on mastodon but before i did, i was thinking of thursday therapy. maybe that can all work together for weekly accountability sessions.

yesterdaychild,

@bunnytown @GQB i loved the Pivot Year excerpt you sent me.

ok let me go see if i can queue up some Therapy Thursday posts. (i cannot sustain most things long term, i need to do things in spurts or nothing will ever get done)

what would people like? i remember it was mostly - people would like a space to just talk about the things they are going through.

yesterdaychild,

@pixelcats @MondayMarionJ @GQB @bunnytown yeah, i'm happy for people to chip in, my idea is just to tag everything with and whoever wants can just use the tag freely. i don't want any good conversation spaces to die just because i'm incapable of sustaining the effort!

that way it also doesn't have to be so centralised, we can have multiple conversations, multiple goals, sharing of materials, etc., and all you need to do is just follow the tag to see it

yesterdaychild, to random

apparently it is time for my annual year-end freak out about my life + feeling bad about myself

asya, to random
@asya@federatedfandom.net avatar

help i am literally watching a delulu namjin vid based on a close reading of the albums as if dead sea scrolls

BUT NAMJIN

what choice do i have 🍿

yesterdaychild,

@asya ngl these delulu videos on yt are one reason why i still don't see the canonical namjin :blobcatblush:

yesterdaychild,

@Glittery @asya bv2 taegi, i WILL go down with this ship

yesterdaychild,

@Glittery @asya broke dinner date and sharing every strand of noodles, giggly competitive game culminating in piggyback rides and ice cream??? so sweet??? their friendship date is better than all the romantic dates i've ever been on!!

yesterdaychild,

@Glittery @asya i feel like this picture is you

yesterdaychild,

@Glittery @tikistitch @asya ugh damn i miss those comms

yesterdaychild, to BTS

2! 3! (Still Wishing for More Good Days) by BTS [piano cover]

it's okay, come on,
when i say one, two, three,
forget it
erase all the sad memories,
hold my hand and smile

hoping for more good days
if you believe what i say, then,
one, two, three,

:soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/hwhhm

yesterdaychild,

i re-ordered the entire playlist of piano covers too. all year as i recorded new songs i just shoved them into the existing order without thinking too much about the overall flow. one year and 17 recordings later, i thought it might be nice to make it feel more like a recommended listening order

every time i share this playlist i think it's got to be the last time this year, and then i go and do more with it! ah well! tinkering never stops!

:soundcloud: https://on.soundcloud.com/x9kqK

yesterdaychild,

one thing that i was doing subconsciously was stuffing the newer songs into the latter half of the playlist, as if married somehow to the idea that Moon had to start the playlist

another false idea was that the two versions of the Butterfly x Wild Flower mash-ups had to be stuck next to each other or it didn't make sense

right now, i've put 2!3! up top, and split up the two mash-ups. they are two different vibes, after all.

yesterdaychild,

@bunnytown yes!! that's what one hopes for in a playlist!

yesterdaychild, to random

do you think namjoon is aware of how hot he is. like he looks himself in the mirror after showering and goes "damn, i'm fine". this is the only way i can explain all the thirst traps

yesterdaychild,

@bunnytown then i hope he realises how crazy hot he is 🤯🤯🥵🥵

yesterdaychild,

@GQB damn! should've known from Converse High that namjoon was a feets guy!

yesterdaychild, to random

this one's called "jungkook's keypad" [piano cover] 🤪

yesterdaychild,

icymi:
https://twitter.com/kosmicyoon/status/1733117817090723899?t=9wqPxPWPcEEsSN9zFzqXcA&s=19

yesterdaychild,

performance notes: must bop head side to side like pigeon

MondayMarionJ, to random
@MondayMarionJ@apobangpo.space avatar

Sad, but we might as well be preaching to the choir. These same girls will continue to misbehave and ignore warnings and advice.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C0jqHWhu-U5/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

yesterdaychild,

@pixelcats @GQB @MondayMarionJ @tikistitch it's part gawking, part easy access, part not putting the self in their shoes, part not realising they are people and not just remote things on a screen for consumption. i also don't think people go to make the icon feel scared - they just want to see them, and don't imagine the possible consequence, especially when they think it's just 'me' seeing them, and not me+1000 other people

yesterdaychild,

@tikistitch @kevinkevinson @pixelcats @GQB @MondayMarionJ there are also a LOT more fans now, who may not conceive of there even being rules 🤯

yesterdaychild,

@GQB @kevinkevinson @pixelcats @MondayMarionJ @tikistitch i am also wondering sometimes if they are from other countries and in korea for (kpop-related) tourism and thus have time to spare, who hear of such things happening while they're there, who may not even think there are rules (or even be in the fanclub), who don't read the languages the weverse notices or the livestream fansubs are in well, who may not watch them all anyway. i mean there are a LOT..... of bts fans and very heterogenous

yesterdaychild,

@GQB @kevinkevinson @pixelcats @MondayMarionJ @tikistitch i can see banning airport attendance outright (for instance) as an easy way to manage a situation where communication directly to every fan is getting harder and harder

yesterdaychild, to random

just tried to change my netflix icon but the only people who looked like me from a franchise i could recognise were blackpink. oh well. guess i am sticking to my aggretsuko Gori icon, who is a literal gorilla

yesterdaychild,

@tikistitch please tell me there was a metal aggretsuko one, she's the best

yesterdaychild,

@tikistitch she's so cool (and you are too!!!)

fun fact the first thing i did when i was on leave for depression was catch up on all the seasons of aggretsuko

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