I brush my teeth and stare into the mirror 'test test test' the words swirl around my mind like my toothpaste spittle swirls around the drain. I lay in bed, the darkness is impenetrable 'test test test' incessantly those three words drive me to grind my teeth, push my fingernails into the palms of my hands. Sleep doesn't come, only the words come increasingly pushing me over the edge. 'Test test test'