ward,
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I can imagine no scenario in any company where a manager would work me harder than I work myself... and I hate it. I have no idea how to chill. I guess this would be good for creative stuff, but I seem to force myself to do work I hate because it's, "real."

ward,
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I should add that this does not extend to employees or co-workers. I will overwork myself even more to make sure they can do their tasks without issues or stress... So, I'm not sure what this psychological issue is, but it sucks.

snott,

@ward it’s called giving a shit. :blobhajhugsmall:

casey,
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@ward don't mean to sound like a Hallmark card, but be kind to yourself. Put on some kickass music and play a game for a couple hours.

ward,
@ward@easymode.im avatar

@casey if only I had time... honestly I got really down after the unity thing... it derailed me so hard because I was really learning... so I just said YES to every brand who was like, "do you want to make a video?" and now I hate my life. lol... I have 6 videos to do before I leave town on Monday for the holidays. ahhhhh... and I really don't want to do any of them. I guess when you see me doing hardware videos it's a sign that I'm not doing ok.

snott,

@ward oof this hits hard.

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