@RickiTarr Being alone-without husband, parents-siblings are far away and no help (except financially by big bro). No nearby family at all. I have to contend with getting older and alone by myself and depending on the kindness of friends when I become too old to do things by myself which I won't allow to happen for a very long time, I hope.
Do not want to ever get into another romantic relationship because the shit's not worth the bother.
RickiTarr