Finally checked off a maintenance chore I've been putting off for months because I didn't have the spoons.
I feel really good lately. Motivated. Enjoying things. I'm also trying to be very mindful of how I'm feeling, so I don't wind up burning myself out again. I'm trying to find a sustainable balance.
Part of me is hopeful and even confident that this is my new baseline, and a sustainable balance is possible.
Part of me is absolutely terrified this is just the same cycle and in a month or two, I'm going to be completely exhausted and have zero energy to do anything.
