I got an alert that my YouTube channel reached 50 subscribers. All my views are going to one video. The “5 Signs I Didn’t Know Were Demiromantic” video.
Which is ironic considering I realized I’m not demiromantic, I’m 100% aromantic.
Despite being full of energy today. Still not alert enough to perform happy friendly facial expressions.
Sometimes I’m okay once I get to talking and start rambling to a camera.
I’m just so used to neurotypicals judging me for having no facial expressions, and having to smile at them 24/7. My dad said it’s one of the signs that made him think I’m autistic.
Maybe I should just try recording a video being myself and see how it looks on camera.
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