Shanmonster, to random
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While training at the gym, I accidentally looked at the sun reflecting off a windshield and that triggered my scintillating scotoma. I spent the final third of my gym time minus about a third of my vision. A bright circle of electric blue-white light, like sparks from an arc welder, strobed across my field of vision. I was afraid I wouldn’t be ok to ride my bike home, but thankfully it went away after about fifteen minutes. I guess I’m going to have to wear my sunglasses at the gym.

Whenever this strikes, I’m always scared it will not go away. At its worst, I’ve had it 24/7 for four months across about 75% of my vision. Because it’s such an unusual disorder, most folks have no idea how incapacitating it is. I usually get a sort of hangover afterwards which leaves me with increased brain fog.

I suspect it might have been caused by the Irvings spraying DDT over my home a bunch of times when I was a little kid.

Shanmonster,
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I’m here in body, but not in mind. I don’t make any sense when I’m speaking because my brain is still not on board. Hope I can think properly tomorrow.

sfwrtr,
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@Shanmonster
Tomorrow will be better. That's my credo. Also, a good excuse to take it easy is never a bad thing, right?

janetlogan, to spoonies
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2nd f'ing this week just started. I hate my body sometimes. Well, if I'm being honest, most of the time.

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