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Anxious_Agender

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Welcome to my humble abode, punk.

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💚 Rest in peace, my sweetest Leo. 12.19.23 💚

I open my lungs, dear. I sing this song at funerals... no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush. A baby boy you've held so tightly this pain, it visits almost nightly. Missing hotel beds, I feel your touch. I will await, dear a patient of eternity, my crush. A universe so still, no rust. No dust will ever grow onto this frame, one million years and I will say your name. I love you more than I can ever scream.


💜 Rest in peace, Sheila. 10.30.23 💜

At the end of the world or the last thing I see, you are never coming home, never coming home. Could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me.


🖤 04.10.24 https://cooltrans.men/users/necrok1ss 🖤

This isn't fair, no, don't you try to blame this on me. My horse for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot neigh and goddamn it I can barely say your name. So I'll try to write it and fill the pen with blood from the sink.


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Anxious_Agender,
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@not@pleroma.envs.net Don't forget to tag @mutualaid! :floof_Heart:

Anxious_Agender,
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@not@pleroma.envs.net @mutualaid Yep!

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@root @larsfrommars :floof_Woozy:

Anxious_Agender,
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@root @larsfrommars wonderful, they just showed in that order for me

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Hey Fedi friends! It's the end of the month again which means it's time for a new mutual aid request. (This ended up being a little longer than I expected but bare with me! CashApp & PayPal links at the end! :floof_Heart:)

To try and keep this short and since many of the folks who have known me or seen me around the Fediverse know or have an idea of what the current situation is like.

I'm a minor with no source of income outside of coding which does not bring nearly enough in for me to even buy lunch most months so I have to resort to mutual aids or theft (Which got me in a lot of legal trouble, but fuck the corporates.). I need at least enough fundings to support me (Age 16, turning 17 this year) and my younger sibling (age 15).

I am a high school student living in a crappy situation with divorced parents. Where one house, the main house, I am refused basic needs such as, but not limited to, food, water, hygiene, clothing, proper medical care, etc. While the other house, my mothers, is a hoarder mess with little to no food, and when there is non expired food that has not been gotten into by animals, months, mold, maggots, etc, it is often times one of the following: Chocolate, cookies, Twinkies, hostess foods, etc. My mother hoards much more than just garbage but indeed, animals also. (With over 70 animals in the house and dogs who are not potty trained along with more animals, outside of the house).

Neither houses include proper medical care. I have a chronic skin disease that causes me severe pain and if it gets bad enough, it becomes an open wound that tunnels often times on my chest or on my legs. My parents do not supply the proper medications I need for these, and when asked or mentioned needing the medications, I get told "Get a job". (Which I am also not allowed to have.)

I'm constantly at risk of being kicked out of the house at any time without warning, a couple of months ago I was locked out of the house in regards to being trans and using my chosen name tho thankfully this was after a school play and I had a safe place at the time.

CPS does not listen. The cops do not listen. I cannot speak up about any of these issues even to trusted adults as this causes more issues at home and gets CPS involved.

Cost breakdowns for the month! Any extra fundings will be put towards getting my parrot a new urn (His last one unfortunately broke).

FOOD: $400

HYGIENE: $30 (Feminine products, shampoo, conditioner, deodorant, etc)

MEDICATIONS: $50 (4x meds for chronic disease (3 prescription + 1 one reg), anxiety/insomnia meds, pain killers)

CAT FOOD: $20

TOTAL: $500


NOT URGENT BUT STILL NEEDED: I will be doing commissions in regards to funding for this stuff, it might take a little bit but I'll do it o7

URN REPLACEMENT: $160 (I know this is expensive but it was the cheapest urn I could find that was made with a decent quality that would work better for traveling with him, as this bird means a lot to me, even in death. If you've known or seen me around within my past year and a half ish on Fedi you'd know how much my beloved Leo was worth to me<3)

(We attempted to fix the urn but it didn't work very well as it proceeded to keep breaking and at this point it's cheaper just to replace it)

LAPTOP FIX: $20

(Keyboard had an incident where one of the keys broke and need to be replaced, this was a rough estimate on the price it should cost from a friend. - The laptop doesn't have a warranty 😹 but I need this for personal use + school + studies)

CASHAPP: $LynxPunk
PAYPAL: https://paypal.me/LynxPunk?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

@mutualaid

Anxious_Agender,
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@mutualaid my phone refuses to boost this post :floof_Woozy: guess I'll reply using the mutual aid bot

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@kingslayer69O69 @mutualaid thank you :Blobhaj_Heart: it SUCKS without the meds, they also help with sleep so it's also lacking sleep without them

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    @mutualaid

    I'm thinking around $15-$20 should cover everything, shipping on the post is $9.50 but I'll need to cover a box, shipping label, etc also

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