gil

@gil@hol.ogra.ph

https://gils.nexus
co-admin of https://hol.ogra.ph

filipino • queer

self-described anarchosocialist • focus on liberation by destroying oppressive structures/hierarchies, creating communities of care and justice

💕🩷❤️ https://hol.ogra.ph/@kern ​:queercatheart_pride:​ ❤️🩷💕

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kalayo, to random
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kind of scared because I need to walk a dark, empty road alone for like 20 minutes at 3am to get back to the dorm tonight

but also Ive bee travelling since yesterday and im so fucking tired, I just really want to get on a bed

gil,

@kalayo hhhh,,, i don't like the sound of that... let us know when you make it back safe or if you did already 🫂

gil, to random

making empanyadas ​:blob_3c_uwu:​

gil, to random

I miss the bukid

gil, to random

I'm more and more convinced that for my next computer, instead of setting up dual boot, I should just exclusively run Linux

gil, to random

matrix isn't perfect but i have half the mind to make a matrix room just for holograph. i know we're mostly on a "self-host it" basis but hm... it might be nice to just have something that works for chat now and then figure out another solution later

gil, to random

i'm fatigued

gil,

the combination of instance politics + regular politics + just overall anxiety today is just too much lol. i just want to rest. i want shit to be simple

gil, to random

to be real though, while it does grant power to be able to name something and thus interrogate/deconstruct it, i don't want to spend all our time splitting hairs over what word best describes the social and economic conditions we live in.

i just fucking hate how society is right now & how the economy is currently structured. it's a shitshow

gil, to random

i feel somehow like i have not made it very clear that - although i'm not super invested in ideologies as identities, as i have difficulty with labels and it's easy for folks to dismiss what i have to say just based off how i self-report - i am, in fact, a leftist

gil, to random

Can't believe it has to be said, but the racism Black people experience and their racial trauma is different from the racism Asian people, Latino folks, Indigenous peoples, etc. experience and while these are similar and interlinked, they are not necessarily all the same, nor are all the groups included under the POC umbrella equally disenfranchised within the frameworks of white supremacy and colonialism

gil,

Yes we are all BIPOC, no just because you're also BIPOC doesn't mean you get a free pass for being anti-Black, anti-Indigenous, anti-Asian, anti-Latino, etc., and it certainly doesn't excuse you from the work of analyzing the inherently racist aspects of the things you do, say, think, etc. including your own internalized racism against yourself

gil,

The other thing I have to add is that racism pervades every aspect of our lives in the society we live in. Even when it isn't invoked explicitly or by name, it's present - because everyone carries their biases with them.

Did somebody say that you did/said something racist? You say you didn't say anything about race at all? Well, get this, you didn't have to. It's always about race. Even when it isn't about race, it is. Especially when it isn't about race, it is.

gil, to random

anyway, time for a little break from fedi. going to work on my kernel project again

gil, to random

While I agree it's sad that hol.ogra.ph has been put up for a fediblock recommendation, that is their right to do.

A person on hol.ogra.ph engaged Ro and one of my off-instance mutuals with unprovoked hostility, out of nowhere. This behavior was inconsistent with what we'd like for our instance's culture and interactions with other instances, and I've, for now, issued at least a warning, pending other consequences if necessary.

With how racism and other forms of bigotry on fedi function, it's understandable why he'd recommend a block. He (as well as other admins) have the prerogative to act appropriately to protect themselves and their communities. As such, please do not attempt to circumvent or litigate any instance blocks against hol.ogra.ph or harass anyone - we do not support that at all.

RE: https://hol.ogra.ph/notes/9tira8o93rb50g4x

Adam_Cadmon1, to random
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PlutoTV's tag line is "It's Free TV"

Imagine showing that to someone in the 90s and using it as a marketing point.

gil,

@Adam_Cadmon1 really though, like free TV? i've still got rabbit ears, thanks! 😎

gil, to random

we both are busy with other shit, and that's when something happens & holo gets recommended for a fediblock? bffr

gil, to random

holograph's birthday is coming up on july 22 :)

gil, to random

100 days of logged-in time on holograph 😎

aura, to random

weekly holo how are ya thread, pchooo! 🚀

as always remote users are welcome :-)

gil,

@kalayo ahhh glad to hear you got through a heavy week, kal ​:meong_uwu_hearts:​

terry pratchett rules, i've never read any of his books but i really want to get into Discworld because i'm always hearing about it/seeing references to it. i gotta actually read my books at home though ​:eoc_tv:​

gil,

@kalayo i'm on it

jammy, to random
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anyway here’s what i’ve been up to lately:

i got @ree to play destiny 2 with me :3 i’m corrupting them with my gaymer disease

gil,

@jammy @ree maybe becoming a gaymer... was the real destiny ​:thaenkin:​

also hooray a jammy update 🥹

kalayo, to random
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I really should get in the habit of writing my thoughts after I finish a book because looking at my ratings right now? Wild. These books are Not on the same 3 star level. Why did I give That book one more star than the Other one.

gil,

@kalayo Ah, you're reminding me of my goal to read more and start reviewing the things I read... I have a problem giving reviews on anything because I really will feel bad and rate something better than it actually was. Also I don't like to give fraction ratings, but I probably should

kalayo, to random
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someone is listening to a lecture video without earphones in the study room. are u for srs

gil,

@kalayo bruhhhhh, the world is not your living room/personal office 🥴 the audacity

gil, to random

what if you could leave reviews on fedi instances like yelp

gil, to random

I have never been so happy to have Rust code panic, before working on this kernel project

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