After a suicide attempt and seeing a psychiatrist I was told I probably have avpd. I lurk on Reddit, and checked out the avpd subreddit. My god. I found people just like me. It’s not depression. It’s not social anxiety. I’m not autistic. It’s just a complete… inability to create friendships. I’m just broken....
Day was wasted. Planned to go swimming, but just sat at the beach for 3 hours. The beach was too crowded. Went to the skatepark after and twisted my ankle trying a new trick. Plans doen’t really exist in my world. I’m spending time with my niece until I run out of money, in which case I’ll disappear.
Axle stalls and 50 50 grinds. It varies. Sometimes my ankle doesn’t feel right for a week or two, but a few days out now and it feels pretty normal. Trying to get comfortable on the larger transitions.
Yea, Reddit really doesn’t like new accounts if their systems can’t link it to an existing ‘verified’ account. Not good for people who want a shred of privacy.
It’s annoying. What can you do? I try and promote free software, but people just don’t care at all. The commercial platforms have revenue they can expend on advertising to grow their platform. It’s a game free software loses by default.
You’re completely delusional. Understandable, because you’re invested in the delusion. The pun is free of charge. No need to pay rent on it.
The RBA’s cash rate had been abnormally low, near zero, for a long time. It was abberant. I’m sure there’s a reason it had been like that, and I’m sure that reasoning involved lots of America. But you people need to understand it was not, and is not, normal. It’s not going back down. (At least not until the Americans drag it down again.)
The residential investor class in Australia is largely made up of amateurs being sold on hype and ideas of free money. “Stack your mortgages up on top of each other and get tennants to pay it off for you, plus profits!” The whole sector is full of jokers. And they kept on rolling in, inflating the price of housing with the banks’ eagerness to finance speculation with ever cheaper money.
“But some people just won’t be able to afford to buy. We’re providing housing. If the big meanie banks make our loans cheaper we’ll lower your rents. Pinky promise. :(”
Use some logic, please, I beg of you, to at least present as a more sympathetic victim if nothing else. Why was the price of housing and rentals not going down when money was gradually getting cheaper? We’ve had your scenario play out already, and housing got more expensive.
Secondly, that’s the banks role, not yours (to provide housing to those that can’t afford the immediate outlay, in a round about way): to bring forward future expenditure. You know, to loan money. It’s meant to be good for the economy.
Your role, as a landlord, is that of a parasite. Sorry, there’s no glorious role here for your lot within the larger economy. From Adam Smith in the 18th century, to Henry George in the 19th, to who the fuck knows who in the 20th, to the unemployed, couchsurfer Brian in the 21st: landlords have not been seen as productive to the economy. Bearable, and injurious when too large. Never welcome. In Australia, their collective cries of “woe is me” is just… sad. A touch of pathetic, but mainly a deep sadness. A country that thought it could make nothing, and just perpetually rent out and/or flog stolen commodities.
Australia, you have a big problem. It’s been decades in the making. I wish the federal government would be more visionary and lead in nation building. Its citizens don’t have a fucking clue.
Article with a brief explanation of what’s happening to the world’s economies and potential outlooks: mckinsey.com/…/the-future-of-wealth-and-growth-ha… . No, the banks nor the RBA are out to make you homeless ffs.
Do people actually enjoy life? I’ve known, superficially, people that appear happy, but I have a suspicion it’s all an elaborate act. Life’s mundane, and boring. It’s all the fucking same. Go anywhere on the planet, the people are all the same, doing all the same things, in slight variations....
I’m in my early 30s, and likewise, never liked life. I’ve listened to people and they always say “it gets better”. I doubt it, but even if it did, when? What even gets ‘better’? How? When you’ve been crippled by age does the universe pull back the curtains to reveal meaning, or floods your body with feel-good chemicals?
Does no one else find it absurd that both corporations and governments increasingly rely on Google and a small group of other American companies simply to host critical files. This entrenches them as monopolistic, parasitical third parties, driving out competition and ensuing that they’re the only gatekeepers between vital civic and business activities.
I don’t want to do business with Google, and I can’t, because I do not agree to their terms. If governments want to shunt their services to “apps” they have to actually do the leg work and create domestic infrastructure, both the physical and software side, to support them. The current state is completely bizarre, and a sovereignty issue. Equievelant to showing up to a state-school and being barred from an education because you don’t have one of two pre-approved pens made by their favoured American partners. Why are the commentariat so mute on this topic?
Any contracts the government undertakes with private firms for software solutions should stipulate that the software is to be open source, and the derivative data a public asset. Currently private providers are getting royalty-free streams of data that only serve to entrench their economic dominance.
Foo company gets to train its ‘AI’ algorithms on a stream of state-backed data, shuts up shop in Australia, and sells its product to less developed, foreign states demanding exorbitant prices because the software is trained on larger and higher quality data sets that were derived from the contracts of modern, stable states that their competitors were not able to get.
The nature of ‘buying’ software is not the same as that of buying physical goods. It’s a different bargain, and the buyer always seems to get short changed.
Looking for a psychologist or therapist, maybe. Preferably someone who has worked with cases of extreme isolation. Seen a few at random before, for various durations (longest for nearly a year), and they’ve all been completely inept at understanding my past and were not at all helpful....
My latest Google search replacement recently made a decision that basically forces me to turn off ad block in order to click results. I was wondering if there was any self hosted solution that is fairly easy to deploy in TrueNAS scale or if it is even worth doing. Bonus points if it’s federated somehow. I’ll deal with bad...
Yes, Yacy is what you want OP (yacy.net). It’s rather pathetic that people are still trying to be a parasite, but wanting to do so anonymously. Roll up your sleaves and commit your resources to making community search engines work. You have the control.
All joking aside, I highly recommend participating in a social anxiety group, whether it’s a support group or a therapy group. Attending group in and of itself is therapeutic regardless of participation.
Why? So you see other retards, like yourself, struggling to live an adequate life? These are the most depressing groups I’ve ever been to. Never left one feeling less misserable than when I went in. Funny.
I need help. I’m completely socially isolated and inept. I have been for the majority of my life. I’m in my late 20s now and I’ve never had a friend, or any kind of relationship. I feel I’m too depressed to begin extraciting myself from this deep chasm I’ve drifted into now. I work as much as I can, never turning down...
Am Op. Lost credentials for the other account. Responding to old post but idk.
People say “see a therapist”. I had. For nearly a year. And then I was seeing a psychiatrist too. It doesn’t matter. If they’re good at their job or not, it still doesn’t matter. At the end of the day you leave their office the exact same person you were when you went in. It’s all a huge waste of time. And money. Psychology is a scam. Medications are useless trash.
Some people are born broken, others are broken in their formative years. You can’t fix it. You can be patched up, but “normal” people see that a mile away and avoid you. Similar broken people may hang around, but they do that only because other people have already rejected them.
Life’s retarded if you’re not configured to be blissfully unaware of literally everything. When you can’t feel normal, or happy ever, what’s the point?
Quit my job. Plan on doing some travels before kms. If miserable people go those that are left would be better off.
Way too late for that. The ‘immaturity’ (not quite the right word) immediatly repulses your peers. Younger and older reject you too. There’s no catching up. You’re left behind permanently.
My whole live I’ve been ignored. No one wants me around. It’s delussional to think otherwise at this point. I know people will cling to ‘hope’ (more accurately described as a dellusion), but it’s expensive, and at the end of the day it’s not real. This isn’t a disease you recover from. It’s a flaw in your personality. An unadvantagouse evolutionry shuffle. Better to not drag it out. Things don’t get better.
I don’t really want to talk to people. I don’t know what to do with them. They make me uncomfortable. I make them uncomfortable. Just go. I’ve never met someone I “mesh” with.
Oh, the assumption of no pre-thought is amusing. I have a large supply of prescription only medications. I know it works, because it’s been knocking me out for the past year.
You don’t even need a sleeping aid. The monoxide will do that for you.
All places are interesting. Start off in china, vietnam, japan, singapore, wherever. This part is the one with no foundation. It doesn’t have to. Go wherever I’m allowed to on my passport. Move on before I overstay.
Groups to practice social skills?
After a suicide attempt and seeing a psychiatrist I was told I probably have avpd. I lurk on Reddit, and checked out the avpd subreddit. My god. I found people just like me. It’s not depression. It’s not social anxiety. I’m not autistic. It’s just a complete… inability to create friendships. I’m just broken....
ABC Radio Interview: Rent freeze for Brisbane [Jonathan Sriranganathan] (youtu.be)
Carl Bergstrom lecture at QUT 21 Nov (free event, ticketed) (fediscience.org)
Saw this on Mastodon and thought folks might be interested in it.
Life's dumb.
Do people actually enjoy life? I’ve known, superficially, people that appear happy, but I have a suspicion it’s all an elaborate act. Life’s mundane, and boring. It’s all the fucking same. Go anywhere on the planet, the people are all the same, doing all the same things, in slight variations....
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Psychologist Recommendations?
Looking for a psychologist or therapist, maybe. Preferably someone who has worked with cases of extreme isolation. Seen a few at random before, for various durations (longest for nearly a year), and they’ve all been completely inept at understanding my past and were not at all helpful....
Lemmy active users down, comments steady and posts up
So since the mass-exodus from Reddit we can see that the total amount of active users has gone down rather heavily: i.imgur.com/MeQok2F.png...
[seeking solution] self hosted search engine
My latest Google search replacement recently made a decision that basically forces me to turn off ad block in order to click results. I was wondering if there was any self hosted solution that is fairly easy to deploy in TrueNAS scale or if it is even worth doing. Bonus points if it’s federated somehow. I’ll deal with bad...
i really want a deep hug from someone i know very well
that’s all
Support group (i.postimg.cc)
All joking aside, I highly recommend participating in a social anxiety group, whether it’s a support group or a therapy group. Attending group in and of itself is therapeutic regardless of participation.
How to improve social skills?
I need help. I’m completely socially isolated and inept. I have been for the majority of my life. I’m in my late 20s now and I’ve never had a friend, or any kind of relationship. I feel I’m too depressed to begin extraciting myself from this deep chasm I’ve drifted into now. I work as much as I can, never turning down...