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skymtf,
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My issue honestly is, I just hate how nothing I was hoping for with HRT was happened, I don’t look like any girl I’ve ever seen. I just feel awful and I’m treated by the public as such

skymtf,
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It’s just hard knowing that you will always be neglected, everyone you have a crush on you won’t ever date, your always the one people go to but no one is attracted too. You are just reminded of it and it’s sad.

skymtf,
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Expect for me and other genetically cursed trans women. It sucks fr

skymtf,
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I’ve seen you, you have had much better results than I have had, I might have bad genetics and just look ugly. This isn’t my fault but the reality I live in

skymtf,
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You added me on discord I think

skymtf,
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I’ve never been told this by a random person in public

skymtf,
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No your not coming across as harassing sorry, I was meaning that I haven’t been gendered as a women by random people in public I interact with

Elon Musk says it's his turn to have the remote (www.engadget.com)

[Xitter] just announced a smart TV app for streaming video. Or, more accurately, that it claims it’s building one, with absolutely no launch date mentioned. The appropriately-named [Xitter] TV wants to be “your go-to companion for a high-quality, immersive entertainment experience on a larger screen.”

skymtf,
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Let me guess, the streaming services on it will be like DailyWire+, PragerU. What else

skymtf,
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I think this is a good move honestly, they want it to be an algo similar to meta which you know is terrible, meta is like mostly dudes saying gen Z men are AWAKE and hate LGBT people and tate clips. They seem to have much less success in the algorithm on tiktok

skymtf,
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At the end of the day I’m really small, there are billions of other people, no one will notice me gone in the grand scheme of things.

skymtf,
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So what your saying is don’t bet on a single solution, so like take pills too?

skymtf,
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I feel like the odds of things getting better are the same as if I bought a lottery ticket and won. Statistically speaking things will continue to get worse.

skymtf,
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Everyday I keep going worse shit happens, today I was yelled at by a cop for walking around. He nearly assaulted me. Shit doesn’t get any better once so ever.

skymtf,
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I’m on HRT (hasn’t worked) cause I’m genetically cursed. And my crowd can say some right things, I’m a leftist. But let’s not bring politics into this cause it really doesn’t matter in grand scheme of things, and no I can’t figure out a plan, I don’t even got another place to go. And what your saying doesn’t apply, I’ve never really been consistently happy, my life is mostly bad.

skymtf,
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I planning on leaving and commiting alone, an automatic 911 call will be placed which will give them the location of my body.

skymtf,
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Blaming HRT on someone being suicidal isn’t science, that’s not even fucking proven. Jesus Christ. Just cause it didn’t help me doesn’t mean it didn’t help countless others fuck

skymtf,
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I have nothing, no one will make me feel warm and safe and help me. That’s the truth. I’m alone.

skymtf,
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They deal with death everyday, it comes with the job. And also for the cops are fuck heads that harass black people and ruin people lives, they deserve to see a dead fucking body

skymtf,
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When I was being abused by my dad, adults told me hey you’ll be 18 one day. I’m an adult now, and fuck things actually got worse

skymtf,
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Generally my idea would be to take the pills than shoot myself afterwards, mainly the goal would be making me a hard case for paramedics, unable to figure out what to treat first.

skymtf,
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Likely a heart monitor plugged into a python script would work. Than have some basic tts read “Hello, this an automated voice message, Skylar is now deceased, heart rate was recorded flat at {{time}} the location is {{location}}” ideally I’m gonna pick a parking garage which isn’t active the day I’m planning on ending it.

skymtf,
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it’s not that anyone cares about me that much, but rather that no one should be forced to experience that. 911 operators have training in dealing with death.

skymtf,
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So update, it really didn’t. I feel kinda insecure over that.

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