It does not get better. There is no reason for it to get better. There is nothing guaranteeing it will get better. There is no policy, no protocol, no rules, no nothing. NOTHING in this life WILL get better. It might get better....
I hope you don't read this as patronizing but: You come off as incredibly persistent and thoughtful, at least judging from the contents of your post.
I know very little about your situation or what it's like to be in your shoes. I personally have found a lot of motivation/meaning from reading dostoevsky, victor frankl's man's search for meaning, etc. If you can't concentrate while reading, can you get an audiobook version somehow?
Wishing you the best possible outcome given your situation. Peace.
I've dusted off a number of online games, replayed them, and actually liked them more than when I was younger. One thing I really miss is server browsers, because that's how I spent the majority of gaming when I was a kid. It's nice when there's a community in online gaming. Examples that come to mind are battlefield 4 and halo 3/reach.
Reddit used to be a great platform to discuss some topic and get different points of few in a friendly but factual manner. However, slowly it seems like the platform has become a lot more like Facebook, where it's been invaded by toxic people that are constantly looking for opportunities to shit and hate on others....
Social media requires engagement to get adsense, and what gets engagement? Rage bait and inflammatory comments. Unfortunately, I think "traditional" social media is a huge cause of modern "toxic" online discourse.
"It gets better" is one of the most successful lies ever told
It does not get better. There is no reason for it to get better. There is nothing guaranteeing it will get better. There is no policy, no protocol, no rules, no nothing. NOTHING in this life WILL get better. It might get better....
Have you ever returned to a game years later and had a very different experience, despite the game not changing significantly?
I recently dusted off my old Guild Wars 2 account after YouTube recommend some videos of it....
Why are conversations on Reddit often so hostile and toxic now days?
Reddit used to be a great platform to discuss some topic and get different points of few in a friendly but factual manner. However, slowly it seems like the platform has become a lot more like Facebook, where it's been invaded by toxic people that are constantly looking for opportunities to shit and hate on others....