How can I accept that I'll never have a romantic parter?

I'm 32, and many think it's a red flag that I haven't managed to get any partner by this time.

Originally, I planned to leave Hungary after college, so I tried my best to avoid getting too attached anyone in this country (including not getting too many and close friends), but unfortunately never managed to finish it due to mandatory internship time requirements, and with my autism I either failed job interviews, or thought I'll have random unprovoked meltdowns ending in property damage and bitten coworkers.

Now I live in a remote area of Hungary, far away from life, jobs, and everything. I also have an issue with attracting non-neurodivergent people, especially women of my age, where children are not uncommon (which is a thing I'd rather not deal with), and thus wealth is pretty important. I tried to look around in the Hungarian neurodivergent community, but that's almost nonexistent, what exists is both small and would like to be "cured", and I even got a woman stalking me for a week, who wanted to "fix" my alcohol repulsion (long story short: I was raised by an alcoholic grandmother, thus drunk people are a sensory nightmare to me, also alcohol does not work for me like at all besides making me incredibly ill).