i think the hardest thing about becoming inflicted with a debilitating chronic illness in your 30’s is having to reset your understanding of your own body, your capacity, your energy, and learning to be even more understanding, forgiving, and kind to yourself
and giving yourself time to grieve the person you used to be
i’m still there in that space.
i’m also still convincing myself that my dreams and goals don’t have to change. its the steps i’m taking to achieve them is what has to change.