samir, 
I am so fucking tired.
I think I’m sick but my brain won’t actually acknowledge it, so while I’m exhausted and my back hurts, I keep doing my thing.
(Well, I also have a small kid who does not truly understand what “Papa is sick” means. That is not their fault, though.)
I would love to sleep, but I can’t even do that. Brain is busy.
Someone tell me how to turn it off. Please.