HannahCelsius

@HannahCelsius@sunny.garden

Intergalactic Artist, Wild Writer. Chronicly ill autistic queer antifascist in Klotestad.

Creating soundscapes, animation, and ufo's. Writing on Radio Klotestad, my dystopian autofictography archival art project.

Current events:
Afterpoisoned Thoughts About The Forlorn Anywhere (radio show)
https://www.mixcloud.com/RadioKlotestad/afterpoisoned-thoughts-about-the-forlorn-anywhere/

Toots in English en Nederlands.

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HannahCelsius, to random

I'm using the 'note' field in people's profiles more and more.

In the beginning i was so reluctant, and scared that they might see it :-)

Then tried carefully, nothing bad happened, in stead i got to remember why i unfollowed someone, which is great.

HannahCelsius, to random Dutch

Nr 1 van 261 voor een huis, en ik heb gereageerd. De plek vind ik erg ver, en de woning stond eerder geadverteerd, dus dat is wat vreemd. Misschien hebben de buren blaffende honden? Hope not.
Maar ik wil echt weg, hoewel ik het ook erg eng vind. Ik loop te hoesten, nare mensen (daar ook vast weer...). En heel weinig geld, dat ik nog hoop op te leuken de komende 2 maanden (het is beschikbaar in februari).

Wel een heel erg leuk huisje, met tuin (betegeld... dat wordt tegelwippen 😂 ), in mooie omgeving, duinen op 10 minuten lopen! Ik zie wel hele leuke tuintjes bij de buren, dus dat is zeer bemoedigend.
🍃 🌾 :maple:

Nou ja, ik ga het zien, hoop ik. Nog een paar dagen reactietijd, dus er kan nog van alles veranderen.

HannahCelsius, to random

A blatant racist fascist has been chosen to be chairman of the House of Representatives of the Netherlands.
It's a bloody mess. Meanwhile parlement tries to stop a law to evenly spread asylum seekers through the country, so more chaos will be waiting any new refugees. It's a f. disgrace for humanity.

https://nos.nl/artikel/2501602-martin-bosma-pvv-nieuwe-voorzitter-van-de-tweede-kamer

HannahCelsius, to random Dutch

Gotjeessus

HannahCelsius, to random

It's kind of (not) funny, that i was going to write about gossiping, in general, with some anekdotical sidenotes from my own experiences.

But it / i fell apart because of what in fact started with a nasty gossip, and now has become a very nasty thread of now already 6 ff months of those people near my house.

I still want to write about gossiping, but now this is happening, it becomes difficult. I cannot just ignore things happening. It affects everything, my feeling of safety is gone.

They read my website, i am sure they read this (hi), it gives me a lot of stress and pressure. I think they are afraid that they might be recognized by my readers (i never use real names though), when i write about their... activities.

A few days ago, i wrote an angry post about them, because of their ignorant remarks about me having a pride flag at my window.
I also think i heard that guy saying he was going to visit me, i'm not sure.

And then, out of the blue, saturday night i think, i woke up from someone screaming 'FUCK YOU oaoawaaa' and the voice of one of the other persons involved. So i think that was meant for me, logically.

I tried not to respond, but they kept on doing this. In september i offered to talk about it, but the guy totally freaked out at me, and lied about things (again). So that road is closed, i guess.

It also freaked me out, that he still talks about me, outside my house, even if he thinks he is being nice. It just sucks.

HannahCelsius, to random

I will simply resume.

HannahCelsius, to random

Why am i feeling a sudden urge to start embroidering?

The last time i felt such an urge (of knitting) i turned out to be pregnant (found out several weeks later...).
Now i'm very sure i'm not pregnant, so... why?

HannahCelsius, to random

Am so stressed, angry and sad from all that clubhousepoople (yes, poople) that i'm shaking.
I try to write about other things, and do all kinds of other stuff, but there is always a moment when inbetween things, or suddenly, when i'm doing something more routinely, it hits me very hard.

I need a way out of this, but i don't know how.

HannahCelsius, to random

There are two ghost playlists in my playlist list on spotify.
Should i worry?

HannahCelsius, to random

So now, in the Netherlands (and i think it is the same in other countries?) we have the highest rate of covid particles in the sewer system, since the beginning of the pandemic (measuring started at the end of march 2020).

But: all prevention is gone down the drain (p.i.). Okay, we have had some vaccination - but not yet all of us, no.
Many elderly or others with more risk still waiting for their invitation, and many people believe they don't need it anymore, just like the flu vaxx.

Masking? Hell no.
Keeping distance, don't go to busy events unmasked? Why, only 22 people died of covid every day in 2022 (the ones that were acknowledged as having covid). (~s)

HannahCelsius, to random

Pfft, gaat echt niet goed dit, mensen.

HannahCelsius, (edited ) to DaftPunk

Should i call it a music radio play?
However, here is the
A scream into The Radio Klotestad radio show!

This episode is even more epic than previous ones, thanks to all the excellent artists: XymMusic / @rybson , Moloko, Chelsea Wolfe, Legowelt, Autechre, Këkht Aräkh, YELLOW MAGIC ORCHESTRA, Offworld, Mistral, Hélène Vogelsinger, 070 Shake, Ken Carson, Flock of Nazguls / @flockofnazguls and of course my humble but also epic self who pasted everything together (and even contributed a song🙂).

Enjoy!

https://www.mixcloud.com/RadioKlotestad/2023dec08-a-scream-into-the-radio-klotestad-radio-show/

HannahCelsius, to drawing

If anyone feels like some - you maybe like to join the RULES drawing thingenie.

See it in this little thread:
https://sunny.garden/@HannahCelsius/110923471757156247

I've set some rules, which you can follow, or try to follow, or even don't want to follow and make up your own? Anything is possible.
There is no deadline.
You can make it big, or even bigger, or biggest. Or you might prefer a small, quick drawing.

And if you like, share your thoughts on the process here. And the result(s) of course, would be nice too.

We (i) use for this.

HannahCelsius, to drawing

DO try this at home. A new RULES drawing coming up, and i invite you to join. I give some rules, we all draw, et voila, lots? of drawings. And maybe we, you or someone will have some thoughts on the process to share.

I don't set a timeframe, so no one has to feel rushed. Take as long as you want or need.

It is quite simple: take a piece of paper, a pencil or ink pen or so.
Make some margins, and you are ready to go.
The size of the paper and the margins can be anything you want.
If you have little time or energy, make a small drawing. If you want to spent many hours, make it big.

Or, you could also choose a large size but then also use a thick marker: then its faster too.

Use the for comments and questions.

The rules for the drawing will be in the next toot.
1/*

HannahCelsius, to random

I have a secret. Only my RSS subscribers will know.

HannahCelsius, to random Dutch

RIP Henri Pronker (bekend als de stringskater ook wel blotebillenskater).

https://archive.is/7r63s

Ik kwam hem jaren geleden nog wel eens in de zeer vroege ochtenduren tegen, als ik naar station RAI liep om naar mn werk te gaan.

HannahCelsius, to random

O haha omg. Heb helaas geen screenshot van, maar zeer kort geleden kreeg ik een email van Jumbo (waar ik mijn online BS doe) met een hoera verhaal over dat ik een gratis? ticket of iets Formule-1erigs kreeg.

En de vraag om de mail te beoordelen, dus deed ik dat, en gaf aan dat ik geen prijs stel op dit soort acties, en dat het steunen van klimaatvijandige bezigheden niet meer van deze tijd is. En dat ze hun personeel beter moeten betalen (had er niets mee te maken, maar ik dacht: nu ik toch de aandacht heb...).

En dan nu dit:

Jumbo stopt met sponsoring Verstappen en Formule 1.

(okee, de redenering die ze geven is niet die van mij, maar wie weet hoeveel mensen geklaagd hebben - maar dat ze bang zijn andere klanten te verliezen als ze dat openlijk toegeven?)

https://nos.nl/artikel/2477411-jumbo-stopt-na-dit-formule-1-seizoen-met-sponsoring-max-verstappen

HannahCelsius, to music

Redundant, a new beautiful song by @skaly , in response to the UK government's blocking of Scotland's gender recognition reform bill and their avoidance of legislating a ban on conversion therapy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfhmHzPQoLs

HannahCelsius, to random

Very frustrated right now, as i receive all the Amsterdam Art week emails. With text like these, with a list of all the galleries involved.

Do they have proper ventilation? Not mentioned anywhere. Any other precautions? I don't think so, there is not a word about it.
And especially on friday night drinks it's ofcourse going to be very busy, no doubt about that.

So what can i do? Should i email all those galleries? Or the AAW organisation? Or what? Do i just shut up and wait until ... well, until when?

The Exhitibion Overview with 34 galleries and their artists on show, in a long list.

HannahCelsius, to random

My new insta-adventures are wild. Now being followed by an account for a swimming pool dance choreography. I hate swimming, and i really really really hate swimming pools.

HannahCelsius, to random Dutch

Mijn agenda is compleet leeg.

HannahCelsius, to random

Boer in Baarn mag protestvlaggen langs de A1 laten staan.

https://mastodon.nl/@teletekstbot/110457827699554260

Fijn voor hem. Ik dacht: die moet toch makkelijk te vinden zijn, et voila:
https://www.google.nl/maps/@52.2173376,5.3135422,3a,58.7y,140.7h,90.66t/data=!3m6!1e1!3m4!1s7_YGgZMQsPUVN44amrwqoQ!2e0!7i16384!8i8192?entry=ttu

HannahCelsius, to photography

Well, despite annoying carpeople, tourists looking at me as if i'm some kind of world wonder (okay okay i am actually) and an also annoying skipper (he made the ferry swing heavily, there were no heavy boats or winds causing it), i made some photos on my walk home.

Here's a branches still life.

HannahCelsius, to random

I recorded a piece of music for the Sets set, and i forgot to close Mastodontab, and then i got a notification.... i ofcourse forgot all about it until listening back a part of the mix: no browser open, and still i heard a notification... how?

Yes, ofc, it's in the mix now 😂

This will have a snowball effect. When it is broadcasted, then EVERYONE will think, they have a notification....

HannahCelsius, to random

Aaaaahaaaaa i just found out what the strange 22sec silences block on Spotify were.
Just today i got me loops of 30secs silences, which entirely blocks the app.
Only then i saw the 'Spotify - advertentie' on the tab, and i turned off my adblocker. Now i got the ads with sounds, but everything works okay now.
So the adblocker DOES block the ads :-) only a bit too harsh. You could also leave the adblocker on, and just re-open the app, but sometimes it stays stuck somehow.

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