did you know that you will never go to a restaurant and get good food that satiates you? this is because it's more lucrative for them to keep you coming back.
i fucking pay for one of the best private clinics in the country for therapy session yet I still have to wait for a month haha fuck you fuck this place
@jonossaseuraava@daya yeah that’s thing I already opened up so much towards this therapist and She’s nice so it’s not possible for me to change. But she only work on Thursdays can you believe it. The situation is pushing me either towards church or substance abuse help community (i don’t have substance abuse just stress)
I'm feeling really sad these days to the point where I think I don't deserve/want to be in this world anymore. I just feel like crying continuously. Everything is being so difficult, learning a language which I hate is quite difficult but I have no other option if I want to live here. I'm angry and sad all the time because it's not fair that, apart from learning a new language, I have to do all my studies again, it's not fair. I'm not young enough for this anymore, I'm going to be like 35 when I finish all my studies and it's honestly killing me. Since the day they told me that not even my high school was valid here, it's like something inside me broke and I haven't been able to stop feeling sad. I really don't know what else to do to not feel sad all the time, I'm going crazy. Not to mention my anxiety has also gotten worse. I have always been overwhelmed by noises, smells and people but now I feel like I'm in danger when I go outside and it's really difficult since I have to take the bus every day and be surrounded by people both on the bus and in class. I hope the psychologist can help me because it's no longer a joke, I feel like I'm really going insane