In ‘Waiting to be Arrested at Night,’ Tahir Hamut Izgil mourns a world of loved ones and letters lost - A poet’s ground-level account of the collapse of Uyghur society

When mass detentions swept China’s Xinjiang province in 2017, Tahir Hamut Izgil was one of the rising Uyghur writers of his generation. Now safely settled with his family in Washington, he’s one of the few who escaped.

It seems fitting, then, that Izgil’s lucid and quietly terrifying memoir, “Waiting to Be Arrested at Night,” while alive with heartbreaking tributes to writer friends now vanished into the camps, repeatedly returns to moments of eerie silence.

Names of the disappeared are whispered on the street. Conversations end abruptly, and children vanish from school. Izgil, a groundbreaking poet and filmmaker whose work blends a love of Uyghur traditions with “that murky abstract stuff,” in the words of a Chinese police officer, cuts dangerous lines from his own verse. In a neighborhood police station, a tortured man screams, and a policeman hurries to shut the basement door.

That stifled cry, which Izgil hears while waiting to complete yet another form, haunts the book. Through its years-long crackdown, China has sent 1 million or more Uyghurs and Turkic minorities to a sprawling network of reeducation centers while subjecting them to sterilization, forced labor and torture. Outside the camps officials have razed mosques and bulldozed cemeteries. How does one surviving poet tell the story of a campaign to erase his entire culture?

Thanks to @Peaces who posted the original on literature@beeshaw.org

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Thanks!

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Really enjoying this community by the way. I still can't get my head around what it is, but it seems to have a lot of things that are fascinating!

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Glad you're enjoying it here! It's still in its early stages, but it's my intent for it to be a space that encourages creative free thought, my own included. It's also a space to explore the boundaries between paradigms, and demonstrate how our creative impulse can not only transcend, but warp reality. I have a particular soft spot for those rebellious creative souls who fight against oppression, which is one of the reasons I included this post.

Ideally, it will also serve as a safe place for people to not only be inspired to create, but to publish their OC. As I only started up last week, I'm still kind of at the stage of putting up posters on the walls, and haven't begun reaching out to artists and writers for submissions. That being said, submissions are always open, and if you have work (OC or otherwise) that you'd like to see here, please feel free to post.

Also, side note, great job on worldwithoutus, just subbed - looks like you run a tight ship over there.

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Thanks for the introduction! This really does sound like my kind of space (Tom Waits fan, too). Looking forward to seeing it develop, and hopefully contribute at some point. I'm a bit more conscious lately of how the ways we interact with the world and the things we read/see/watch inform our own creative practices, and @13thfloor seems promising vis a vis all that.

I run a bit of a ghost ship at @worldwithoutus, but it's a lot more satisfying than just trying to fight the tides in the big communities.

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