I sat last night talking to @wonderpusgospel and it was nice but it was a constant reminder of “am I actually doing anything right now and do I even have the spoons to attain that?”
I had a lot more spoons and gave more of a shit when I worked part time. Now working full time and still having to do housework and cooking on top…it’s rough.
Most evenings I’ve barely got the energy to play games, so I either read or watch tv :/
And now I feel guilty for not having the spoons. I went for my guitar lesson yesterday and I think that was all the #spoons I had for doing anything extra.
I don’t know if it’s general overwhelm, laziness or something else.
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