@danjac Is there perhaps something slighly different than what you are looking for? A different kind of programming job that you could do, but don't already have in-depth experience in? A non-programming job you could advance to? What would be better? Something where you could use your strengths. There is an element of trial-and-error, but if you try enough times, I think it is possible to find something better, even if not "good".