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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 183 , Sunday 28/04/2024

Slept in this morning , felt somewhat better for the extra couple of hours.

We went to Costco, with a plan to then go on to M&S for some clothes. Sadly the lighting in Costco plays havoc with me , dizziness & nausea shortened our time in there & meant that we came straight home.

A couple of further dizzy spells this afternoon one fairly minor, but the other causing me some distress indicate that my subconscious stress levels are still high.

We had chicken, chips & gravy for tea, vaguely naughty but very nice.

Final Thoughts.

I thought I was over the dizzy spells earlier this year, but once more EDF messed with my head & we are back almost to square one. Thankfully we have just received the final bill from EDF so I will be rid of them for good by the end of next month.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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Yay for sleeping in! I haven't don't that for ages, only after my surgery when mum was with me to help with Arwen did I get to sleep more... But then I was exhausted from the surgery and I had three infections to fight off... 😔
Hopefully you can get some clothes soon! Getting new ones is always fun (especially if they can be a better size, if your Woof is still kicking off 😉).
Yay for the last bill of the old company, hopefully the new one will cause no stress at all!
Have a good night sweets, and hopefully the new week will bring lots of goodies to you!
🤗 😘 🫶🏻

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Ugh... Drizzle again...
It's not enough to call it rain. But it's annoying enough to need an umbrella to keep my headphones and glasses dry.
Rain is annoying, but drizzle (IMHO) is worse. Drizzle seems to get everywhere and I always feel silly with my umbrella...
But I don't want it to ruin my headphones.
So onwards with Arwen's walkies we go. Hopefully the drizzle will did off soon. (for dry weather, not for more rain 😂)

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 182 , Saturday 27/04/2024

TL:DR - hands up everyone who wants me to write a summary for an entry of half a dozen lines or so.

Up at 06:30 for some weird reason known only to Mrs S.

So tired today, exhausted to my very bones.

Did my chores then hit FO4 , I do like that game.

We had a Chinese takeaway for tea with a side of Terminator:Genisys .

Final Thoughts.

What happened to the old me who was full of energy & re-landscaping the garden at this time of year not so many years ago, they seem to have emigrated or something.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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@Tim_McTuffty
Heya, let's face it, we're all getting older 😉
Glad you still had a decent day.
I did miss the woofing entry 😉 Hihi....
Hope you're having a good night!
Maybe I'll catch you in the morning when you're up again! 🤗 😘

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 180 , Friday 26/04/2024

TL:DR Walkies, stress related mankyness, Masto cake wars & FO4 . What more can one wish of a Friday ??

Up around 6am . Breakfast & then walkies. There is a stress transfer thingy going on I think - the dizziness / nausea problems associated with dealing with EDF is now being triggered by the low level anxiety associated with not wanting to walk on a buggered foot.
A mix of this, the agoraphobia & the general dislike of peopling is making getting out for a walk a pain in the bum!

Had a brilliant banter session with some good friends on here , really cheered me up!

Played the new version of FO4 for a little while , the updated graphics & general fixes are breathing new life into the game for me.

Final Thoughts.

It’s entirely possible I may be addicted to FO4 , heaven only knows how many hours I’ve put into it. I really don’t know what it is about that game that keeps me coming back.

One day I might even finish all the DLCs 😆

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
I hope you can get those footsies a bit better so the walkies will be more enjoyable. They help me loads. But then, that's me... 😊
Yay for the gaming. Don't forget you were addicted to ESO and NMS as well 😉
Have a good night sweets 😘
And I hope the weekend will kick off nicely for you. 😊

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 179 , Thursday 25/04/2024

TL:DR A hardy Squirrel braving the elements while feeling under the weather. Starting once more to enjoy things. Hey there might be an end in sight for the whole energy billing thing !

Woke to a fairly dismal day.
Dizzy, nauseous ,exhausted & that was before I set out on my (admittedly short) walk. Just caught the edge of the rain as I turned into our street.

I realised this morning that I cannot read people to save my life, texted a dear friend this morning, heard nothing back, so I’m getting paranoid , turns out she had an early appointment. Duh!
Yeah Squirrel, other people have lives! (I’d add ‘too’ there but it’s really not warranted.)

So I sit here hot coffee in my hand, ice bottle under my right foot (for the PF) & contemplate life, the universe & everything & arrive at the answer 43 …. Ooops 🙄🤦‍♂️

Bit more with it this afternoon, in the sense that I actually got into an ESO session - hey don’t mock it , at the moment that is a move in the right direction !

In other news Octopus Energy appear to be able to read our gas meter remotely ! This , if it is a permanent state of affairs, is huge ! We have fought for so long to get the energy meter readings correct & make best use of the smart meter tech.
The only fly in the ointment is that the IHD is not showing gas usage.. hey ho.

Final Thoughts.

It would be nice to see the energy related issues finally resolved in my lifetime !

Getting past the dizzy spells & exhaustion would be grand too!

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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Owwww yay for the enjoying things. 😊 And yay for the walkies. Even short walkies can help you to feel better when you do them every day. 😊 It's part of the reason why I managed my depression after the divorce. I had to go out with Arwen and she enjoyed it so much... I thought it was a bore but I had to care for her so... And then I started to enjoy it again. 😊

Yay for the energy thingies! Hopefully this company will get things working properly and you'll get good readings and bills that are right. 😊

Yay for some eso. I haven't played soooo long... So busy or so tired the last few weeks...

Sorry I didn't text you sooner yesterday. Mum had an idea to change a few things in the usual routine and, while they did work well, it threw me off a bit and gave me less time to check the phone for texts. 😔 🤗

Hope you're having a good night sweets 😘

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 179 , Wednesday 24/04/2024

TL:DR Wednesday walkies, cooking foibles & failures in communication were on the cards today.

Up early this morning as Mrs S. was in the office .

Managed to get out for a walk, my feet are so very sore at the moment, it really isn’t helping motivating me to get out.

I wish I were better at inter-relational communication , I am constantly hindered by the fear of hurting folk I care for & in turn being hurt by their reactions.

Some of this is experience based, being ND means that I struggle with social communication , some of it I can copy, a lot of the subtle , subconscious stuff I cannot.

I was talking to one of the Peeps about recipes yesterday & they suggested that they were easy to change to fit circumstances. This made me uncomfortable ,at the time I brushed it off based on the fact that I can’t really cook , basic stuff yes but not anything complex, mostly because I cannot focus for that long , I get easily distracted if its an activity with periods of inactivity.

But I think, in retrospect , that what actually made me uncomfortable was the idea of changing a fixed recipe.

In areas that I know well I am quite comfortable making changes on the fly , but in areas, like cooking, & laundry (I know 😆 ) I feel anxious & start worrying that things will go wrong & it will be because I failed to follow the instructions. I’m sure this is down to my ASD.

Managed to squeeze in a little ESO between the end of the maintenance slot & Mrs S. getting home.

Watching ‘Death in Paradise ‘ at the moment , having cooked tea & done the washing up.

Final Thoughts.

There are so many facets to autism, I’m learning new stuff everyday !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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Ow I totally get the switching of recipes, if something works, it should stay that way 😂
Sorry about the feetsies. Hopeful that the therapy and inlays will help you with the recovery. Going out may be hard but eej, you're doing it! You're not giving up and that's awesome! Hopeful that the weather will improve more, maybe you can start enjoying the walkies... 😊 I know I'm looking forward on sunnier days for walks with less layers of clothing (or rain coats and umbrellas 😂).
Yay for some gaming! I haven't gamed in ages and while I do miss it, I also miss the concentration I need for it... 😔
Have a good night sweets 😘
I have a busy day on Thursday, but I'll try to check my messages when I can! 🤗 💜 🧚🏼‍♀️

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 177 , Tuesday 23/04/2024

TL:DR

Up at around 6:15am, Mrs S. kindly let me have a lay in.
Did breakfast then a quick torture session aka walk. 2 thoughts on that :

  1. The weather witches lied - it was not due to rain till around 10am, it rained that horrible fine stuff around 7:30 !
  2. If my smart assed watch whinges at me in that snotty red tone about being ‘below the zone’ it’s gonna end badly for it !

You can tell I’m in a happy, well balanced mood today can’t you 😆

So got an email from Octopus says that a) they had updated the billing system to reflect the right tariffs & b) fixed the Gas meter (it’s not been transmitting) .

Have no proof about the tariffs yet but the gas meter isn’t showing on the IHD still 🙄🤦‍♂️

I wanted to play ESO this afternoon but could not pull the motivation together.

Finished the day watching some random thing that we recorded for herself.

Final Thoughts.

I feel like I am teetering on the edge of another bout of full on depression. The signs are all there, the exhaustion, the lack of motivation the lack of enjoyment in hobbies.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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🤗 Yay for the walks! And booh for the weather. But that's how it is 😂 it's the same here... "should be dry till..." usually means "get halfway and then it pours" 😂

Hopefully the energy bits will work out better for you. In my app there is a delay of a day or two, usually, with the usage updates. So maybe in a few days you'll see it in yours as well? I should be able to see it real time I guess due to it being smart readers, but I guess that system would be more expensive for the provider so they do it like this? 🤔

Have a good evening and good luck 🍀 on the walkies tomorrow morning. They promised three days of loads of rain here so yeah... I feel ya 😉

🤗 😘
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You're very welcome 🌸 🤗
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 177 , Monday 22/04/2024

Up around 6am this morning , slept but not a refreshing sleep, I have been exhausted all day.
Some of this is undoubtedly down to the fact that SAD has been kicking due to the grey, wet conditions, but not all, I wonder if I’m more stressed than I thought.

Managed to play a little ESO this afternoon so that kept me off the streets.

Final Thoughts.

Another quiet day, so tired , I wonder what that is about?

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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🤗 Sorry you've been struggling too! SAD sucks for sure. Been fighting with it too. 😔
Hopefully you'll get a good night!
And hopefully we can catch up tomorrow. I'll have a busy day but should be able to chat a bit in between...😊
🤗 😘
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 176 , Sunday 21/04/2024

Sunday had been a quiet day, spent a decent portion of it on here, not that I’m addicted or anything. 😆

Dizzy spells are still a thing , sadly.

I have said it before & probably will do again , there are some truly lovely folks on here, we share our laughter, our pain & our fears . We teach each other & we bring new perspectives to each other !
The Fediverse is like no other SM & I love it here !

Continued with the Terminator fest this afternoon - Terminator Salvation this time.

Then a couple of Supernaturals to finish the day.

Final Thoughts.

Nothing deep or philosophical , just had a nice day .

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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A nice day with loads of relaxing... Nice! 😁
Hopefully you're having a good night. 😴
Catch you in the morning 😉

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You're very welcome 🤗 😘
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 175 , Saturday 20/04/2024

TL:DR Saturday - yay ! ; Chores, Dune & Fedi-friends - what more could a Squirrel want? (Hint - not to be messed about by energy companies !!)

Up around 7am or there abouts , breakfast then chatted with friends on here for a little while.

I managed to get out for a walk , the sunshine lured me out & although I kept it to a short walk , due to the PF in my foot & the threat of dizzy spells if I pushed myself too far, I did enjoy it.

Caught up with my chores & after lunch Mrs S. & I settled down to a Dune fest . I’ve seen Part 1 before but Part 2 was a totally new experience! They have made a really good fist of it & I look forward to Part 3 - although that is looking like 2028 / 2030!

Made some new friends in the Fediverse today & strengthened my friendship with others . This place is so cool , there are some truly lovely folks here !

The only sour note today is that Octopus Energy seem to be as crap at taking readings as EDF, for Nuggan’s sake can these companies not due a very basic part of their job properly ??

Final Thoughts.

I am exhausted by the amount of energy I have to expend on stuff that should just happen in the background. Was it always like this & I was just to tied up in myself to notice ?

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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Yay for the sleep in, the walkies and movie fest.
Boo for the energy companies... Hope you get them sorted soon.
Have a good night sweets 😘 and hopefully I can catch you when you're up again 😉

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 174 , Friday 19/04/2024

TL:DR Friday - happened ! ; went for walkies; dizzy spells have returned 🙄🤦‍♂️ ; super clean extraction fan !
Morally corrupt energy companies & PMs !

Friday dawned bright but with the threat of rain on the horizon. With this firmly in mind I leapt semi athletically out of bed , hobbled downstairs , sorted breakfast & got ready to venture forth.

The clock had barely registered 7am when I braved the cold & romped into the great outdoors.
I have to say our hill is a killer ! It’s not massively steep (at least not until you get near the top) but it is a constant gradient for the first 500m & I always know how fit I am by how fast I climb this initial stage & how knackered I am when I reach the road that runs at right angles to ours. Currently I am not very fit at all !

I kinda speed walked the first Km as I wanted to avoid the impending downpour , & as I was ahead of schedule I tagged on an extra few metres to prove I was making progress.

Back home again I hung the laundry out & tidied up after herself. She was in the office today so peace reigned supreme!

I really wasn’t feeling like joking the human race this morning so I lurked at the edge of the Fediverse while watching 2010 - the sequel to 2001 A space odyssey.

I went wild after lunch & cleaned the bathroom extractor fan - a job that has been delayed by MH & physical health issues. I nearly came to a bad end today when a dizzy spell caught me on the way down the ladder.
Yes sadly a mix of last weeks EDF conflab & todays attack on those suffering from MH issues by the UK PM has set my dizzy spells off again. By happy coincidence the ENT consultant my GP referred me to called for an update today , she reckons a trip back to the cardiologist is a really good idea - if my GP can get their finger out !

I felt more myself late this afternoon & ploughed headlong into my TL , much fun was had by all involved !
I am awaiting the result of a poll to see if I should have a name change even as I write this .

Final Thoughts.

Flipping EDF - their morally bankrupt behaviour is even now affecting my life !

I find the folks in the Fediverse a constant source of wit & support , luvs yer all !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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A busy day!
Yay for the walkies. And for beating the weather. Wish I had been so lucky 😂 keep up the good work. If you can, the walkies may get easier to do with time. Especially if you manage to lose some weight as that means less to carry up that hill. 😊 Good luck MLS 🫶🏻
Yay for the cleaning getting done.
Boo for the spells. And all other negative things.
Hopefully you can get checked out. Never hurts to be sure... Better safe than sorry, or so they say. 😊
Have a good night sweets 😘 and maybe I'll catch you later! I'll be having friends over but I may squeeze in a message here or there. 😊

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 172 , Thursday 18/04/2024

TL:DR Another day closer to the day I can simply rest.

Up at crack of sparrows fart to make Mrs S. her breakfast.
Emptied the dishwasher & hung up the laundry , then managed to get out for a walk in the sunshine.

I think I must be a serial ‘kind’ person. Don’t get me wrong, I can be just as nasty as anyone & I have perfected passive aggression into an art form - but I need to be really riled before these offensive weapons come into play.
But, & here’s the thing, I cannot help but do RAKs (random acts of kindness) especially for the ones I love.
For example I come home from a walk & find that Mrs S. has made her mid-morning snack & left the dishes for me. As I’m washing up I swear to myself that I will not make her lunch, no way, nope , nada !
Come lunchtime I will cave & make her lunch because that is who I am.
Or maybe I am just weak?

Yes I made her lunch 🙄🤦‍♂️

Just to rub it in, she finished at 16:45 & stayed upstairs ignoring me until … you guessed it , it was time for me to make tea when as if by magic she appeared! 😔

Final Thoughts.

The meek will not inherit the earth, we will simply be ground into the dust.

Off on a tangent here …
I wonder if its an ASD thing, a ‘normal’ thing or a ‘me’ thing that I wake up with a host of things I plan to do but by the time I’ve got to the other side of doing my daily chores & dealt with being triggered by herself I am completely de-motivated. I have no energy these days - even when it’s sunny (although I do have more energy on sunny days , just not enough) .

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
I used to be the same. Doing all the chores, never wanting to do them as I got no help. Cursing while doing them and still... I did them again and again.
Now I'm alone I have to do them too. But it's just my mess so that makes it a lot better to deal with. But it's definitely annoying when all the chores seem to be left for Dobby... 😔
Yay for some more energy and going for the walkies.
I try to always do my chores before I get to the "fun things". But my brain won't let me relax when the chores haven't been done...
Hope you're having a good night sweets 😘 it's almost weekend 😉

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 172 , Wednesday 17/04/2024

TL:DR Project WOOF is back on . Last day with EDF as our energy supplier - yay! . Some way to go to get back to nominal Squirrelness !

Slept like the dead last night, waking up was basically a crime !

It was a sunny morning so I went for a short walk - just shy of 3km. The new insoles are ok, but they are a bit higher than the old ones so the back of my ankles discovered the back of my boot & chaffed! I guess it’ll be fine once I’ve broken them in again !
I enjoyed the walk , it was nice to get out ! My foot however hates me again!

It was a sunny day interspersed with heavy rain showers, my agoraphobia is still a thing so despite the fact that there is stuff to do in the garden I stayed inside.

Spent the afternoon reading & participating in some decent banter on here - there are good people on Mastodon!

Final Thoughts.

We start the recovery process once more, I hope I can get back into the habit of walking every morning.

Tomorrow we should be moved across to Octopus Energy for the leccy & gas , with any luck leaving EDF will be painless !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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Yay for the walkies! Yay for the switch to the new provider! Hopefully it will make the hassles so away! 😁
Hopefully you're having a good night sweets 😘 catch you when you're up again! 😉

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I will do my best! 😁 Sorry I wasn't around much, busy day...
But hey, I found new glasses that were definitely not what I had expected to go with. But the optician called them spicy enough for me and my parents thought they looked good too. Forgot to get a picture... So will have to wait till I get them before I can share. But they'll probably last me a while so loads of picture possibilities later. 😊
Have a good night sweets 😘
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Fankoos 🫶🏻 I forgot to take a picture so you'll have to wait to see... 😉
I'll do my best to be around here and there...

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 171 , Tuesday 16/04/2024

TL:DR

Up at just before 6am, did the chores , caved to the cats demands for fussties & chille don here for a little.

Chased EDF , they have sorted the billing out - finally.
We’re moving to Octopus Energy , I’m done with EDF, even with this small interaction with them my stress driven dizzy spells are back 😵‍💫.

Folks think I’m just angry with EDF, (& I am angry with them) but it’s deeper than that, after last years epic battle it’s almost like PTSD. I’m having physiological & mental reactions that I have no control over!

I really hope the new company are better !

Watched the original version of the Pink Panther with the late great Peter Sellars & David Niven to help me chill out this afternoon .

Final Thoughts.

I thought I was dine with EDF, hopefully this time next month I will be !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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Owww you sorted it! Yay! Hopefully the new provider will be better with the numbers and bills. I've been with mine for almost 4 years now and I'm happy that they are doing things better than yours... I will stay with them after the move as well, if they'll have me 😉
Really having my fingers crossed 🤞🏻 that the move to the new provider will mean no more hassles!!

Ow the original Pink Panther, yay for those. Glad you had a good time. 😊

Hopefully you're having a good night sweets. Catch you when you're up again 🤗 😘

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You're very welcome 🌸 🤗 🫶🏻
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 170 , Monday 15/04/2024

TL:DR

Up at quarter to Oh My Gawd (aka 05:45) this morning goit brutally abused by a super wet cat who came charging into the kitchen from out of the rain !

The day progressed as normal until about 10:30 when I worked up the nerve to chase EDF over the fact that rather than billing us for a month , as I expected they billed us for 2 weeks - just because !
I spoke to a nice lady who promised to sort it out & call back within about 20 minutes - still waiting at 8pm !

Went onto the web page & it seems they have cancelled all this years bills & (ignoring the fact that we have paid up to date as of the march bill ) want to charge us for the whole year to date - AGAIN !
I’m going to sort out this current billing crisis then up sticks & move to Octopus, who appear to be the least bad option currently.

Watched ‘The Bounty’ this afternoon to try & help me forget EDF for a while !

Succumbed to the temptation of pizza for tea , I needed comfort food !

Final Thoughts.

Please Nuggan don’t let this think with EDF drag on like it did last year , it might break me permanently if it does !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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