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Howdy, I'm Cynni Pixy (nicknames obviously). I've got several other accounts but they have different specific goals. Here I want to share my journey through life.

My avatar is a cartoon image of my dog, surrounded by rainbow colored hearts. She's a brown Labrador with greying snout (age 10).
My header is a picture of my Labrador resting her head on a couch side.

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Hey ho sweet and lovely Friendos 💜

It's that one day a year where you're remembered that your parents had a lot of fun together 😂 yeah... I'm getting old!! Haha!

I will do my best to check my notifications throughout the day. But when visitors come, I'll probably be a bit busy and distracted.... 😊

My friends are expected between 10:30/11:00. Dunno about my parents though...

Have a wonderful day 🌸 folks! 🎉

🧚🏼‍♀️ 🍀 💜 🐾 & 🎂 🎉 🎈

#PixysJourney

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 195 , Friday 10/05/2024

I woke when herself decided that 05:45 was a good time to get up - must get in the hours reading time before we go to work!

Managed to get out for another walk , a bit earlier today & those I came across were a lot friendlier than yesterday , everybody responded & smiled 😊 .

Did the daily chores but was in a funny mood, I really felt the need for isolation today , I had a quick spin on Masto but then hid away for the day.

I was strangely chuffed by being visited by 3 bees today , one was a seriously tubby bumble bee !
In contrast I noticed this evening that the 3 spiders who had taken up residence in the top outside corners of our kitchen window have vanished, they left egg balls but either they haven’t hatched or the youngsters have hatched & left. Point being , that for the first time in several years no spiders - & barely any midges from the pond . So I wonder if the spiders left due to lack of prey ?

Finished the day with a pizza, a couple of pints of cider & a ‘Silent Witness’ or 2 .

Final Thoughts.

I had a thought yesterday following a conversation with a neighbour:
I find it ridiculously hard to start conversations , but once started I find it more difficult to end them, I don’t seem to recognise the body language that says ‘bugger off , we’re done here’ & continue to witter on, until it gets awkward or the other party (as happened yesterday ) gets interrupted by a 3rd party.
I wonder if this is related to my autistic self. I wonder if other autistic folks have a similar experience ?

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

PixysJourney,
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@Tim_McTuffty
Yay for the walk! But yeah, that's early for you to be up. 😊
And yay for the happier people you came across! 😁
Owww bees.... I saw several near the Rhodondendrons near my apartment, the bushes buzzing with them now the flowers are blooming and the sun was out.

And I'm the same, I can't start a convo but I'm also bad at ending, especially when I wanna go and the other keeps talking to me. How to end without being offending the other? 🤔

Seems like you had a nice day. 🌸 Hope you're having a good evening. 😊 I may be a bit busy for some reason on Saturday, but I'll try to check messages when I can. 🤗

@actuallyautistic

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 194 , Thursday 09/05/2024

Woke to a possibly the best , sunniest day so far this year.

Sorted breakfast & tidied up after herself, then almost in-spite of myself went for a short (2km) walk.
For the first time, in a long time I had a good walk! I was not pushing all the way, a steady pace didn’t wipe me out ! The birds were singing & the sun was warm & bright!
Shame about the dog walkers - I was out a bit later than normal so maybe it was a different crowd, but what an ignorant , arrogant bunch of stuck up … one person responded to my greeting one!
What happened to good manners ? Maybe they are too woke ???
It’s little wonder I don’t do people in the flesh !

My sudden burst of energy persisted thru today , (I hope this isn’t a manic phase, I hate dropping off the end of those !
The kettle was brutally descaled to within an inch of its life & then because the solar panels were maxing out in the sunshine I went wild & gave the washing machine a deep clean. Of course by the time that I had cleaned the powder dispenser & the seals & started the cleaning wash cycle the sun went behind the clouds ! 🙄🤦‍♂️

Hit Fo4 this afternoon sure in the knowledge that I actually achieved something today !
It’s pitiful when you look at it objectively , but in comparison to recently it was a good day.

Cooked beans & scrambled eggs for tea, partially because we had some eggs to use up & partially because I wanted something easy.

Finished the evening watching ‘Masters of the Air’ , same crew that made Band of Brothers - but as with the one they did on the Pacific its not of the same quality as BoB !

Final Thoughts.

I miss companionship sometimes , I’m about as social as a polar bear with shingles but sometimes it would be nice to just be with someone, not worry about masking , not pretend to be fine, not fake enjoyment of another’s pastime.

Hey ho, it is what it is.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
Yay for the walk!! Here most dog walkers always say hello to me, but maybe also because I have a dog and I see some on a regular basis? It's always disheartening when people can't even be bothered to greet someone they pass... 😔
More yay for the chores, well done!!
And I'm glad you got to enjoy some gaming too. 😊
Have a good night sweets 😘 and hopefully I'll catch up with when you're up again. 🤗

@actuallyautistic

PixysJourney,
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@Tim_McTuffty
Seeee 👍🏻 now you know why I love my earlier walkies with my gall... 😊 Well done you!
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Ello sweet and lovely Friendos 💜

Arwen wanted a longer walk and now we're home a bit before we should go out for last walkies. 😂
So I guess I'll change the alarm and just get up a little earlier. She's kinda tired from the longer walk, and I'm tired from the chores and some gaming...

Wishing you all a fantastic (rest of the) day! 🌸

I'll catch up with all again when I've had my beauty sleep. 😴

🧚🏼‍♀️ 🍀 💜 🐾

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 193 , Wednesday 08/05/2024

Up early as Mrs S. was back in the office today.

It was a lovely sunny morning so I had a little more energy today so cleaned the vacuum cleaner filters & the fluffy roller on the front - drying it is extremely suggestive. 😆

Cleaned the coffee machine , which has been needing a deep clean for a week, so that was a good job done - dismantling the brewing unit & regreasing it is a pain in the butt , but it does make it work better !

Hit Fo4 again this afternoon , then just for a change watched Fallout the series with Mrs S. while we ate our tea.

Final Thoughts.

Another quiet day but a bit more energy & motivation which was nice. The PF in my foot seems to be fading slowly which is a plus !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

PixysJourney,
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@Tim_McTuffty
Owwww yay for the chores!! 😁
And gaming as well... Lucky you! 😁

Hopefully your feetsies will improve more and the weather will be good enough for some Woof time... 🐾 Hihi....

Have a good night sweets 😘 and maybe I'll catch you when you're up again 🤗

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
You're very welcome 🌸 🤗 🫶🏻
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 192 , Tuesday 07/05/2024

Up early as Mrs S. was back in work - she has me so well trained that I didn’t even need the alarm - Pavlovian responses kicked in.

It has been a quiet day, I have lacked both physical & mental energy. That said , bathroom has been cleaned & various minor chores dealt with.

MiL is still in hospital, still waiting for her CT.

Was good tonight & got back on the diet , the plan was soup with a bread roll, but for whatever reason the bread rolls were 3 days out of date & going mouldy , so a stricter diet that at first intended.

Final Thoughts.

There is a certain irony in the fact that upon hearing my MiL was ill in hospital my side of the family have been in more contact with me than in the whole of the year so far - but my role is simply as a provider of updates.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
Hopefully they can help your mil soon. It must be a relief to have her safe in the hospital though, a little less worries than if she'd be at home alone...
Yay for the chores!! Well done. 😁
Boo for the bad bread... But indeed, if it helps Woof, it could be a good thing. It does feel nice to lose some weight when the diet is working... 😇
Have a good night sweets 😘 sweet dreams 😴

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
🤗 😘
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 191 , Monday 06/05/2024

So the plan for this morning was, since it was a bank holiday , was a nice long lay in …
I forgot to change my meds reminders 🙄🤦‍♂️

My MiL is still in hospital , waiting for a CT scan, currently no eta , ‘later this week ‘ to quote a spurge in the know 🙄🤦‍♂️

Pottered thru the day , a bit of Fo4 , a bit of reading, a bit of TV.
EDFitis is still a thing.

Watching ‘Argyle’ so far so ‘hmmmm’
Nice plot twist

Final Thoughts.

Back to ‘normal’ tomorrow, this year is slipping past at an astonishing rate of knots !!

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
#TimsASDjourney #ActuallyAutistic #Neurospicy #TheMammutMoves Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 191 , Monday 06/05/2024

So the plan for this morning was, since it was a bank holiday , was a nice long lay in …
I forgot to change my meds reminders 🙄🤦‍♂️

My MiL is still in hospital , waiting for a CT scan, currently no eta , ‘later this week ‘ to quote a spurge in the know 🙄🤦‍♂️

Pottered thru the day , a bit of Fo4 , a bit of reading, a bit of TV.
EDFitis is still a thing.

Watching ‘Argyle’ so far so ‘hmmmm’
Nice plot twist

Final Thoughts.

Back to ‘normal’ tomorrow, this year is slipping past at an astonishing rate of knots !!

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
#TimsASDjourney #ActuallyAutistic #Neurospicy #TheMammutMoves

PixysJourney,
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@Tim_McTuffty
Aaaah bummer about the alarm... But hey, you got to enjoy the day just a little longer 😉
Sweet dreams and hope you'll feel rested when you get up again. 🤗

@actuallyautistic

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 190 , Sunday 05/05/2024

Sunday dawned bright an sunny, I checked the time - 6am , blinkin sun!
So I turned over & got another couple of hours sleep in 😆

My MiL is still in hospital, she was supposed to have a CT scan today but apparently it’s bust .. so another nights stay. Mrs S. went to see her as my EDFitis is still ongoing making traveling very uncomfortable !

Spent a quiet day playing Fo4 , nothing like killing super mutants to calm the nerves 😂

The hospital visit didn’t go very well for various reasons so I treated Mrs S. to a takeaway for her tea.

Final Thoughts.

I really have not felt very sociable today so spent very little time on Mastodon, my whole being is shrinking away from contact at the moment , I wonder if it is the stress of dealing with the whole situation with my MiL & its repercussions.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

PixysJourney,
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@Tim_McTuffty
I hope the mil recovers soon! I understand it adds more worries and some stress.
Yay for gaming to relax a bit!
Hope you'll get a good night and your new week will start well 🤗 😘

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@Tim_McTuffty
You needed a reminder to change the reminder 😉

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@Tim_McTuffty
😉 Aah well, if it's business as usual again tomorrow, then your alarm should be OK again. 😇

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 188 , Saturday 04/05/2024

Up at around 07:30 to a day that promised to be filled with more difficulty than I anticipated it might yesterday morning.

To set the scene:
Last night my MiL , who is very elderly & quite frail but still lives at home with the help of carers , had a fall.
We were contacted by her carers when they found her on the floor as they arrived to make her comfortable for the night.
We live about an hour away by car & both Mrs S. & I had had a few drinks so we had to depend on the carers to sort out getting an ambulance for my MiL who they suspected had broken her leg.
We’ll skip lightly over the fight we had , over the phone , with her to get her to go - she fears the NHS staff might bump her off 🙄🤦‍♂️ .

So we went to bed with all this hanging over our heads.

Thusly we arrive at Saturday morning:
The hospital has called , apparently while in a lot of pain my MiL has just got a sprained ankle. This is good !
They are sending her home later , but Mrs S. has a somewhat fraught relationship with her mum so while we are on standby in case anything untoward happens she is letting the hospital sort out returning her Mum home.
This sits uncomfortably with me, I feel that herself should make some effort here.
Don’t get me wrong she gets her mums shopping once a week , & see’s to her administrative well being, but when a loved one (even a semi estranged one) is in distress I think that one should step up.
Once I would have pushed the point, but I no longer have the spoons to deal with the resulting fallout, so I will keep my thoughts to myself & let the situation play out as it will.

We spent an uneasy afternoon watching TV, waiting for the phone to go, finally got a a call late this afternoon, turns out that they are keeping my MiL in hospital, sounds like they suspect a possible broken hip & have scheduled a CT scan for tomorrow .

Watching the last of the Terminator franchise (Dark Fate) while eating Chinese takeaway.

Final Thoughts.

Sometimes plans change in a heartbeat due to reasons way out of our control, once again I will spend an uneasy night wondering if my MiL is ok.

I wish that Mrs S. & her mum had a better relationship , it disturbs me at a fairly fundamental level that herself is yet to check in with her mum either in person or on the phone.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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@Tim_McTuffty
I hope all will go well and your mil will get the best care possible. I'm the same though, if my parents are in need, I'd do anything to help/care no matter what. So it must be hard to see her stand back and just wait and see.
Fingers crossed 🤞🏻
Hope you can get some sleep and you'll get some good news on Sunday about it all.
🤗 😘
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 188 , Friday 03/05/2024

Up early this morning despite Mrs S. being on holiday & me feeling ruff as a bears bum due to nightmares overnight & what I am now calling EDFitis - the whole thing with the dizziness & the nausea.

I made breakfast & hung out the laundry , spending some time roaming the Fediverse before hitting FO4.

Continued the Supernatural fest this evening.

Final Thoughts.

I’m supposed to go to a family birthday do tomorrow, I hope I’m well enough !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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@Tim_McTuffty
Hope you enjoyed the gaming and yay for getting the chores done. 😊
Hopefully you'll have a good night and you'll have fun at the family thingie tomorrow.
Sweet dreams 😴 MLS 🫶🏻
🤗 😘

@actuallyautistic

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Does anyone have any experience with (affordable) homeopathic supplements for older dogs?
Arwen starts to struggle a bit more with walkies. And we do have the buggy, but she also still loves to walk on her own, and we can't always take the buggy...
I've been using the mighty Duck to seek out if there is anything that could help her.
I did find one thing, which got a few amount of good reviews from users.
But seeing it's not very cheap, I was wondering if any of my Friendos have any experience to share.
I'm willing to try the one I found once I have some money again to order it. It it could help her to enjoy the walkies more again... She's definitely worth it 💜

#DogQuestion #Homeopathy

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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 186 , Thursday 02/05/2024

So I’ve been feeling ruff as a bears bum for a few days now (again , you would think more regular exercise would take me the other way 🙄) so I planned to try and sleep thru to 8ish. I put in my ear plugs & set the alarm accordingly.

I was awake at 05:50 … a mix of my traitorous body responding to its Pavlovian training & the noise of herself romping round the house like baby elephant , in that considerate way she has.

So here I sit, my brain is moving at glacial speeds & my body feels like a train hit it.
At least she’s in the office today, so a day of peace & quiet!

I hate how little I am able to do at the moment , either thru illness or depression stealing my motivation.
Sometimes I wish I had a child , or a dog - they seem to be highly motivational from what I can see from the lives of others who have them.
I would be a terrible father or dog owner though , so probably best all round that I avoid both .

Oh while I’m on a roll I WISH my tinnitus would give me a break! It’s been screaming so loud in my ears for days now!

Where to go next on my ASD journey has been on my mind for a few days, the GPs completely negative reaction last time I went to see him has ripped me asunder. Where I had a set path now I flounder in indecision. I guess I have to decide if I need to be able to function better in society , or whether I just stick 2 fingers up at society & return to being a hermit.

Had a really epic FO4 session today after I finished my chores & then when Mrs S. got home we went & did our civic duty & voted - me being plagued by dizzy spells, nausea & exhaustion on the walk there and back & her being plagued by her dodgy knee ! We made a right pair, I think the thing that holds our marriage together at the moment is the need for mutual physical support , together we make a whole working person !

Caved & watched the first episode of Fallout - I’ve missed a couple of the games so I don’t know just how true it is to the earlier games, but I (& surprisingly Mrs S.) enjoyed it , so yeah, roll on ep 2 !

Final Thoughts.

Others write of monumental achievements , of beating challenges , or of coping with pain or personal circumstances that would reduce a normal person to jelly. I wish I were that strong.

I defo have EDFitis again , & it seems as though it’s gonna take its own sweet time to pass. Bummer !

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
Mental health is a difficult thing to struggle with...
And I guess it's up to you what you "wanna do with the diagnostis". I had a therapy group for autism and adhd but it didn't teach me much as I had already read loads about it. So I just kept reading things about it that sounded interesting to me. And that helped me to understand myself better. You don't need to do anything with the diagnostic bit, you're still you, nothing changed about that. The diagnosis can help you to understand yourself better, at the last that is what it did for me. And with the knowledge I gained, I was able to tell friends and family more about it. My bestie read my dummies book on Aspergers (yeah I was diagnosed when that was still a thing 😉) and that helped her to understand me even better as well. But you can't force it on others, my friends wanted to know so I told them. Some people said I used my diagnosis as an excuse for shitty behavior... So they aren't really in my life anymore...
It's not that they need to do something with your diagnosis, it's what you want to do with it... And when you know, you can find the support that may be available to help you with that.
But that's just how I looked at it and how I did it. We're all different in feeling and acting on things.
So see what you would like to do with the diagnostic bit and then see what is out there that could support you with that...
Hope this helped 🤗 😘

Glad you had some nice gaming time as well!
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@Tim_McTuffty
It is. But you'll get more disappointments if you seek for more help. At least that was my experience. You're hoping on the best things to help you, but many aren't able (or willing/understanding) to give you "exactly" what you think you may need. They have their own ideas and believes and they will not always line up with yours.
If you're "lucky" enough, you'll find a specialist of some sort that you click with, that does understand and who is willing and able to give what you may need... But it's a long journey...
That's why I started with reading up about it while I was looking and waiting for the things that could help me. The better I understood myself, the better I could explain my needs.
But then this is "just" my experience, a few years ago and in a different country...
So don't be discouraged. Don't expect the right sort of help on a golden platter. You will be disappointed, probably a few times, before you may find that one person that can help.
🍀 And I hope you will be able to find what you need to help you along the path... 🍀
🫂🤗🫂
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 186 , Wednesday 01/05/2024

It’s been a really quiet day, not been feeling too good , but what’s new.

We’re supposed to be going to see my family for a birthday on Saturday, I hope I’m well enough!

Final Thoughts.

Nope , one of those days where even someone as nutty as me has nothing deep to write.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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@Tim_McTuffty
Some days are meant to relax and just let the world be...
Hopefully your therapy for the feetsies is helping and you'll be able to keep up with Woof! After a while you may even enjoy the beauty of nature, the fresh air and not being in the house all day 😉

Hope all will go well this week so you'll have energy to go to the family this weekend.

🤗 😘
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 185 , Tuesday 30/04/2024

Woke to the nicest day so far this year, went for a walk, it was nice to feel the sun on my face !

I’m having an ongoing issue with lack of energy, did a few chores & I was exhausted !

So had a couple of hours on here in between involuntary naps & got a an hour or so of FO4 squeezed in - got a sweet set of early game ‘toys’ so ploughing thru most of the bad guys !

Last of the rotisserie chicken we got from Costco for tea, then the usual couple of hours TV with herself before she buggered off to read upstairs .

Final Thoughts.

I hope I can get back to some semblance of normal before the summer ends, it would be nice to have som fun in the sun.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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@Tim_McTuffty
Glad you were able to enjoy the walkies! Yay for the sun ☀ it makes the walks so much better, doesn't it? 😉 I know I enjoyed my sunny walks this week...
Yay for the chores and gaming!
And I get what you mean with being exhausted! I swept the couch and floors and felt like I'd run a marathon..... Ugh... It's a struggle when the spoons are low...
Have a good night sweets 😘 hope you'll get some sweet dreams! Maybe I can catch you again in the morning. 🤗
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 184 , Monday 29/04/2024

Monday already!

Up at just before 6 , dizziness made itself known because why not !

Walkies nonetheless , even though walkies at the moment is merely an unpleasant means to an end.

FO4 was the order of the day , Mrs S. offered to go clothes shopping with me this afternoon but I was just not up for mixing with my fellow humans today.

Final Thoughts.

Once again the plans I made for getting stuff done in a day have fallen by the wayside , I guess I got out for a walk & got my basic shores done so it wasn’t a total write off.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic
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@Tim_McTuffty
Yay for the chores and walkies! I hope the depression sods off soon and you'll be able to enjoy the beauty that nature has to offer you there! From what I've seen, it's really a very beautiful place to get some walkies done. 😊
Hopefully you can get some new clothes soon. Kind of the Mrs to offer as you weren't successful on Sunday. 😊
Have a good night and hopefully Tuesday will be a good day for ya! 🌸 🤗 🫶🏻
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Diary of an ASD Squirrel. Day 183 , Sunday 28/04/2024

Slept in this morning , felt somewhat better for the extra couple of hours.

We went to Costco, with a plan to then go on to M&S for some clothes. Sadly the lighting in Costco plays havoc with me , dizziness & nausea shortened our time in there & meant that we came straight home.

A couple of further dizzy spells this afternoon one fairly minor, but the other causing me some distress indicate that my subconscious stress levels are still high.

We had chicken, chips & gravy for tea, vaguely naughty but very nice.

Final Thoughts.

I thought I was over the dizzy spells earlier this year, but once more EDF messed with my head & we are back almost to square one. Thankfully we have just received the final bill from EDF so I will be rid of them for good by the end of next month.

Thank you to all those who are helping me on this journey, in a myriad different ways. I am thankful to each & every one of you! 🫂 🫶🐿️🖖

@actuallyautistic

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Yay for sleeping in! I haven't don't that for ages, only after my surgery when mum was with me to help with Arwen did I get to sleep more... But then I was exhausted from the surgery and I had three infections to fight off... 😔
Hopefully you can get some clothes soon! Getting new ones is always fun (especially if they can be a better size, if your Woof is still kicking off 😉).
Yay for the last bill of the old company, hopefully the new one will cause no stress at all!
Have a good night sweets, and hopefully the new week will bring lots of goodies to you!
🤗 😘 🫶🏻

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Ugh... Drizzle again...
It's not enough to call it rain. But it's annoying enough to need an umbrella to keep my headphones and glasses dry.
Rain is annoying, but drizzle (IMHO) is worse. Drizzle seems to get everywhere and I always feel silly with my umbrella...
But I don't want it to ruin my headphones.
So onwards with Arwen's walkies we go. Hopefully the drizzle will did off soon. (for dry weather, not for more rain 😂)

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