@rachaelspooky@cyberpunk.lol
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rachaelspooky

@rachaelspooky@cyberpunk.lol

hi im rachael laura, those are both first names pick one or both at random!

32yo, fae/faer, transfem, nonbinary woman, lesbian, plural, adhd, anarchist, etc etc support palestine

follows welcome just dont be obviously shitty

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battle damage purgatory hell world princess 🔋6️⃣0️⃣%
🌈 the queer you baited
📟 rachael Ver.FAE

i have a retrospring! ask me stuff! https://retrospring.net/@arboretum

i post a steadily increasing amount of nudes

i talk about my hrt a lot, im new to injections but was on pills for 3.3 years before that

partner of (and collared by) https://cyberpunk.lol/@raptorchildcreations
i date my headmates lol check out https://tech.lgbt/@hazelchomp and @maplesyrup

i can say i'm 5'10" and you can believe me if you like but i'm not

minors dni

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vantablack, to random
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remember how for the longest time i had an undercut lol

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack youre vanta

vantablack, to random
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grocery order placed finally btw 😁

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack jesus

rachaelspooky, to random
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"youre trying to make my kid trans"

im trying to destroy the concept of assigned gender. stop telling people to be a gender. why you gotta be an asshole like that. stop making "cis" people just let them be people who figure themselves out and figure out their own gender expression and let the concept of "cis" die with you

rachaelspooky, to random
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if you arent doing alt text, that's your fault, and you should feel bad. no sympathy for bigotry. fix yourself.

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost that sucks :(

rachaelspooky, to random
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i dont know what to do

vantablack, to random
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new avatar selfie!!!!!

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack hot bitch coming to steal my password manager

vantablack, to random
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rachaelaurachael

laurachaelaura

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack i am the name oroboros

puppygirlhornypost, to random
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It's actually dystopian to me remembering the rise of mouse wigglers just to keep online status in places like Slack and Teams...

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost i have no other prospects in life. i am locked in for life lol

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost thats not really a field i know about

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost yeah but i would have to learn about that stuff, thats not really an option

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost yeah ive done a lot of that stuff, and could more thoroughly learn any of those technologies, in theory. but--

actually. ive been forced by my irl setting today to reflect a lot on my last job and cannot engage properly with this concept without it being corrupted through the lens of that trauma, and if i tried, my responses would seem nonsensical and adversarial, and i do not wish to be that way :)

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost hey i feel good atm and remembered this

the actual tech job experience i had where i was truly happy and fulfilled was the two years i spent as a programming teacher.

thats what i would switch to if i could sustain myself on the pay.

vantablack, to random
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damn i wanna get more mileage outta getting all prettied up and looking nice but i already took a selfie lmao

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack lol i would but im kinda in introvert recharge mode atm, youre very pretty though! :blobaww:

rachaelspooky, to random
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fedi is complicated

rachaelspooky, to random
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trying to find the balance between how much face visible on webcam and how much tits visible in webcam

vantablack, to random
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me being willing to post the lewdest of nudes publicly on here and even pin them on my profile

but yet being really almost painfully shy and awkward and shit in person (tho that's been changing slowly as of late)

the duality of woman

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack oh right i havent posted any of mine in a while despite the "daily" tag

i put one in ur discord the other day that i didnt think was good enough for fedi lol

vantablack, to random
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hahahahahahaha @rachaelspooky xD

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack you lyricpost that song your browser gonna make the pop noise a bunch real fast 💥😊

maplesyrup, to random

it hurts seeing faer like this. fae needs life to change, drastically.

fae's falling back into the dark place that made previous fedi spaces not work out. the delusional rants are coming back. the hyperdivisive hardlining. the aggression and resentment toward others as a coping mechanism for faer own feelings of self-oppression and inadequacy and malignant self-regard.

rachael isnt one to say this, fae hates expressing faer needs and feels so guilty, but fae cannot tell through regular, kind interactions if fae is welcome or helpful or anything good. fae needs to be explicitly told fae isnt hurting you on occasion or fae assumes the worst.

so... my ask to you is, if rachael is someone who is welcome around you, a friend, a safe person, or even someone you care about... fae doesnt know that, can you tell faer?

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack @maplesyrup thank you 😭

puppygirlhornypost, to random
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hot take but I think instant messaging in the workplace is just a scuffed trend. It has (few) uses but most of the time why the fuck do you need to have instant conversations with people

rachaelspooky,
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@puppygirlhornypost i used to be tempted to say it is only okay in non-adversarial settings. ie at my last job, my immediate team, we respected each other, had no expectation of immediate response, we were safe people etc and it might as well have been short-form non-instant. very useful and friendly.

but my boss? she should not have had the ability to do that. i spent a lot of time unable to work because i was too afraid that any moment i might get that nightmare DM, "how's [thing] going?"

that alone makes it not okay.

jacqueline, to random
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checking in on how things are going at the last corporate place i worked at, and they're at the stage of "public leaderboard showing everyone's PR stats"

so that's good. great industry.

rachaelspooky,
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@jacqueline they offered me a job 11 years ago for way less than market rate, no relocation, and said i would start with an unpaid six week evaluation period to decide if i got to stay. i turned that down lol

rachaelspooky, to random
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hey i think i deserve more praise for doing my THIRD injection yesterday and i only had ten minutes of sitting in terror before doing it this time!

vantablack, to random
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my writing hyperfocus wore off and now i'm just sad lol

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack would if i could. fuck capitalism fuck mental health problems

rachaelspooky, to FFXIV
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#ffxiv i guess theres not really a point to me doing roulette right now? since im trying to get caught up on story and ill get levels through that

rachaelspooky,
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@xgranade im on Aether/Siren

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