If you're "just" a part time #crossdresser or #femboy and you don't know 100% if you want to or think it's safe to transition in the future, you should still try to get your medical diagnosis for ICD F64.0 from a qualified psychiatrist or get the necessary medical referrals depending on where you live.
Because if you finally decide to take the plunge in the future, that door will be open already and you will have access to the medical assistance that you need.