Tf? Who the hell thinks childhood obedience is a good thing?! I did not GET to have a childhood because of “obedience”.
Fuck it, I’m done. I hate you all, you’ve ruined everything I truly care about and only seem happy when I conform regardless, I hope ALL of you lose everything you ever valued like I did.
I’d say we’ve been at cyber war since 1995 if not earlier. In spite of social media and attempted censorship, the internet is still a very chaotic and ungovernable place. This IS where a lot of people go because they want to not be judged while they view weird fetish art or have non-heterosexual and/or transgender relationships, and as far as I’m concerned, the right to do so should be engraved in every legal system on the planet. Most people online seem to agree, hence the fediverse (Mastodon, kbin, etc.), so I assume true order isn’t coming to the internet any time soon.
No, but at this point I would die to destroy it if necessary. I am so sick of how these gold-plated assholes in Ottawa act like they can do whatever they want, and no, I’m not a right-wing kind of person but Justin Trudeau is not who you want representing your civil rights movement in government.
That and humans in general are all crazy in some way. “Normal” is a standard we can try to achieve, but it’s neither realistic nor ideal. At some point a person is sane enough that you have to say “why criticize someone for being themselves?” instead of questioning or distrusting it.
Is he an Ancient Greek time traveller or something? I swear, that would make for a kickass movie. “You all know the guy. Or girl. That one person in your town, or one of those people if it’s a city, in the impossible urban legend. They’re weird, possibly nice, possibly just creepy, probably mentally damaged.” montage of the other examples “This is ours. We called him the artist. Pretty mild, he just sat in coffee shops and watched people walk by. One day, though, our perception of him would change. Not just in this town, but in this timeline. This… is what happens When Worlds Divide.”
That’s it. If there aren’t global riots by May, I’m killing myself. I hate reality. I fucking despise it and I want it to be destroyed because I feel imprisoned by it.
No. What matters is I want to be the only me that has ever existed even if I exist across a span of time. My soul, even if just a biodigital construct, is all I have left to give anything meaning. This article just succeeded in convincing me to kill myself because “I” don’t exist and right now whatever is looking at this screen and typing this hates reality for everything bad about it.
Admittedly I have made and make the mistake mentioned a lot.
I do try not to assume it’s about me but when the majority of input from complete strangers (never from anyone who actually understood me like family or friends) in 2017 seemed to be criticism about me and believing so destroyed my life it’s hard not to be bitter and simply say…
“I don’t even care whether it’s about me or not, because you are all telling everyone via everything from Gravity Falls and Once Upon A Time to Changeling: The Lost 1e to Homestuck and Undertale to Calvinism and a certain rant by a certain lolcow coughRobert Pellonicough that they have to ‘grow up’ without giving even the slightest reason other than ‘childishness is true evil’ (yes, it sounds insane but that’s the message you give when your hero’s greatest foe is always a child who is basically the devil) so I am right to actively resent society itself for telling me that being yourself is invalid if you’re a childish person” because at the very least I was not a bad person."
I didn’t let my youthful inner POV make me insufferable (I’ve done my best to fix that since 2015 as well as accepting that basically every Discord writing server is permanently off limits to me, and nobody is calling me a hassle IRL right now) or bratty or like a spoiled rich idiot, but thanks to the above shit I went through I now have actual PTSD and I don’t even know what the trigger is, just that I seem to have some and certain things set it off.
I had ONE dream, to be a writer, but now that is impossible because I am unable to think of my audience as anything but a crowd of adversaries willing to read my work only to attack whatever I wrote because nobody believes in technology or happy conclusions or that killing actual child characters JUST for shock value means you are not a writer but a goddamn marketer and you should not be writing stories because it is extremely disturbing to be three episodes in when Travellers drops the dead kids bombshell, instead of the first episode so that at least you know what you’re getting into instead of feeling betrayed.
I know it’s not always about me, but why is it NEVER about me, not for even just a little while? Why does everybody else get a fucking soapbox on the internet and I’m the exception only because I don’t have a social trend to back me up? I’m not going to take your soapbox, but you won’t let me have one and until you do I will resent anything that - if reapplied to me - makes me feel like you think my very soul is invalid just because my way of looking at the world is so different from literally everyone on the fediverse it seems.
I say nice things and I do mean them. I just need you to all know I do it because the internet was my life and now I have no life and even when I spent the past 8 years trying to rebuild my life, circumstances mean I was doomed to fail and this? This is like breaking someone’s kneecaps and then telling them they need to get over it and start walking again.
What does it mean when you are already barely functional, and then when you’re 27 your mind literally goes to hell and when you get back to sanity you’re never the same and you hate everything?
Value? What value? At this point I want EVERYONE dead, burn it all to the ground. You’re all making me miserable and I hate you all. So no value, just revenge, because what is going on in the world and in my life is driving me literally into a frothing rage.
Probably killing us because of whaling. Not that the fucking orcas should be pointing fingers when they eat baby seals. I hate nature even more than I hate humanity at this point.
You think this is bad? I was 10. I was taken from my parents by social services because they allowed me to play video games. The NEXT. DAMN. DAY. After crying myself to sleep, 9/11 happens.
Now tell me I shouldn’t be this fucked up.
To me, 9/11 was personal. I hated everyone involved for years, including people in the Bush administration and the man himself because I believed they had been in on it, as if they had done this just to ruin my life because I cannot stand being collateral damage for an attack against a country I don’t even live in.
Now I don’t even try to justify it. I just know that I want you all to hurt for making the 00s about McBling bullshit, making the 10s the decade you LET THAT FUCKER TRUMP LITERALLY GET AWAY WITH VOTER FRAUD, and worst of all you have learned NOTHING from CoViD and still act like you shouldn’t be forming an angry mob to demand Trump be stripped of citizenship or fuck any and all laws as you burn everything to the ground until it happens because he WASN’T EVEN ELECTED. HE. CHEATED. HE ADMITTED HE CHEATED AND DOESN’T FUCKING CARE. HE SHOULD BE THE ONE THAT WAS THREATENED ON JANUARY 6TH BECAUSE HE SHOULDN’T AND NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ELIGIBLE TO RUN FROM HIS SHEER FUCKING ARROGANCE.
I hate all of you because I am a minority of one and democracy is no longer real in the first place. Suffer.
Or Hypnospace. Or Wonderland, the Dreaming, the Oneiros, the Glade of Dreams, the Outback, Nightopia, Oneiroi West, Phantomile, Limbo, the Dreamlands…
And that’s just non-Anime/Manga examples.
I’m partly convinced that, even if not supernatural, there’s something seriously “contrary to the theme of reality” about dreams. By Trope standards, it should be far more niche than it is… unless there’s some truth to it.
OpenTTD: Holiday Havoc (piped.video)
OpenTTD: Hell on Wheels (piped.video)
OpenTTD: A Transportation Nightmare (piped.video)
The Messiah ! (jlai.lu)
cross-posted from: jlai.lu/post/6160497...
World Value Drift (www.overcomingbias.com)
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Would you really die for your country? (www.economist.com)
NSA ’just days from taking over the internet’ warns Edward Snowden (cointelegraph.com)
Sextortion Scams Are Driving Teen Boys to Suicide (www.bloomberg.com)
So true (sh.itjust.works)
LockBit 3.0 Variant Generates Custom, Self-Propagating Malware (www.darkreading.com)
US Senate to Vote on a Wiretap Bill That Critics Call ‘Stasi-Like’ (www.wired.com)
When is a mind me? — LessWrong (www.lesswrong.com)
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Anon awakens (sh.itjust.works)
Bruh, even InspiroBot knows that's something is going on (lemmy.world)
First Quote I got from InspiroBot today. Strangely fitting.
Orcas that attack and sink boats in southwestern Europe have been spotted circling a vessel in Spain, hundreds of miles from where they should currently be. And scientists can't explain why. (www.livescience.com)
Anon caused 9/11 (sh.itjust.works)
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