@orange I buy a lot of things for my Domme. If she tells me she wants it, she (usually) gets it.
I asked her if that was Findom (because she has "Paypigs", as she calls them), and she said it was not, because Findom subs don't want anything in return, which I do — if only it is to have Her tell me She is happy
@orange Tomorrow it will be 100 days since I last had a pleasurable orgasm, and 8 weeks (56 days) since my Domme last ruined me.
I sent her a card asking her to celebrate this victory.
I've had a few people ask me what my necklace means lately so here's the brief story for everyone wondering.
I had a friend who designed this in college in hand-written Postscript. It was his logo for several decades before he passed away a few years ago. A friend had it turned into a necklace as part of his memorial and I wear it to remember him and because I know he'd be absolutely tickled with it being featured in porn.
I was honored to received 2 awards on Sunday night at the Trans Erotica Awards. I was surprised and delighted to take home the content creator award. I feel it honors all the talented, sexy, hard-working creators I had the privilege of collabing with last year too. Thank you! xo