I saw a photo of a chemical burn victim on r/eyeblech. The story goes that this guy cheated on his wife, and his wife found out. So she poured acid on his crotch. The acid had burned his scrotum away, but the balls themselves were still relatively intact. Each was just hanging from it's respective tendril and resting against the burns on his legs.
That was the worst I've seen on a gore level. But I've seen some things that are worse on an emotional level.
Back when I was badly suicidal few years back, I went looking for suicide videos to get a more grounded understanding of what it's like. I found a site with a lot of them. Won't be giving out the name, cause you shouldn't look for shit like this.
I remember seeing one of an Indian guy jumping from a high roof. He didn't really move much in midair, he looked stiff and only squirmed a bit. When he landed it was just a relatively quiet thud and a crunch. He bounced once off the dirt. That one stuck with me the most.
Another that really got me was of an Asian who'd jumped onto train tracks. The train had cut his legs off, but he was still alive. In too much shock to do anything but lie there and look around at the people around him.
Then there's the guy who got his head chopped off with a machete.
Remnants of a suicide bomber splattered across a street.
Then those videos on YouTube, mostly just audio. The brick and windshield. The girl calling the police because her brother shot himself. The audio ones comfort me in a way, but at first they really unsettled me.
Come to think of it, I've seen far to many of these... I definitely saw them at way too young an age
This isn't some achievement but I'd say my action was to move out of Lithuania. I was bedridden due to pollen, so sensitive that I spent the summers on a ventilator because of it. Me and my parents moved out to Norway, and the pollen allergies subsided.
When I was in the first grade I was bullied for being weird. As a "fuck you" to my bullies, I embraced it and leaned into my natural weirdness. It took the sting out of their words. Eventually I started telling them "It's better than being plain, boring, and normal".
This mindset is 100% responsible for where I've ended up. I stopped thinking being weird is superior a long time ago, but I still have an enjoyment of my own oddities as pretentious as that sounds. I think this path I've taken is a very good one.
Can anyone help me figure out why I find this song so gripping?
https://open.spotify.com/track/5erINbTb8XLbTjv85ajj6r?si=39461e7b3782496e...
Hahaha boy do they have us pegged (lemmy.ca)
~removes exif data~ (discuss.tchncs.de)
What is the worst thing you've ever seen? Either online or IRL? (trigger warning)
(trigger warning: sensitive topics. if you cannot handle it, please do not read)...
What is the biggest action that got you to where you are now?
This isn't some achievement but I'd say my action was to move out of Lithuania. I was bedridden due to pollen, so sensitive that I spent the summers on a ventilator because of it. Me and my parents moved out to Norway, and the pollen allergies subsided.