bumpus, 
My transition is going amazingly well in so many ways but one: my voice. I’ve struggled with it for a long time.
Today I realized it’s not because it’s hard (though it is) Rather, I struggle because I won’t let myself do well.
My voice keeps me from being correctly gendered in public. And I think deep down I don’t feel I deserve to be. I’m not worthy of it.
So I don’t let myself have it.
Damn.