In the midst of all this, I've been taking the time this summer to nail down a routine for myself. I'm getting myself formally diagnosed with ADHD, working on a couple of projects and also working on losing weight. I've made positive progress everywhere, except I haven't been able to make as many friends as I had hoped to.
I'm sure eventually it will get better, but right now it keeps bugging me. I've been doing all that is conventionally advised - join meetups, hit up old friends, everything. Putting yourself out there is fucking exhausting lol