Yeah you are right, and thanks for offering to join you playing despite how toxic and mad I seem, and you are right that I should be more patient to wait for people a bit more.
But also I feel like with the selected team members ranking up would be much more easy, and a bit unfair, and I would like to improve in a “fair” way. Its just my stupid way of thinking, I like these kind of challenges, but lately I feel I have absolutely no control over my games