Yesterday was really hard. It was my first full day apart from Cookie (she’s still in intensive care). Making the 16 block walk to the vet felt like such a slog. I’m averaging deep breathing for one block and ugly crying for the next. I don’t feel like I’m losing my soulmate, I feel like I’m losing a chunk of my soul. It was a bright, sunny blue skies day yesterday and it was weird to not see her smiling like a silly puppy next to me.
