I find myself in a weird position in which I want the war to end ASAP for a hostages return deal and for less Palestinians to die outside of Hamas. Yet - for Palestinians I actually want the war to go on because I want to see their society thrive and heal and I know that while Hamas oppress them, beat up women and children and kill all queers, and avoid them of clean water, acmes to education and healthcare - they could never do that. While also wanting to secure NEVER AGAIN for all Israelis.
