Hm; I think A Problem I've realized is I don't really know how to work my brain gently. I don't know how to self soothe other than repressing and or disassociation, I don't know how to motivate myself other than last minute panic or inwardly directed rage... it goes on but you get the gist.
I'm sitting here trying to steer things by (figuratively) hitting it with hammers and OK yeah it works but it hurts and it breaks stuff and I'm tired.
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