vantablack,
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couldn't stop crying on the way home from the rave

getting harassed twice, and shit just generally sucking in my life, was bumming me out way too hard

vantablack,
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also some dude was road raging with my friend and that was scary

vantablack,
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i'm so tired of life

vantablack,
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i STILL can't stop crying

i got back like five minutes ago

vantablack,
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wes had to tell the same joke like six times before i actually laughed

vantablack,
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i'm so depressed tbh. have been for a good while. idk if i'll ever pull myself outta this or if this is just my life now forever

vantablack,
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i'm not happy with life

vantablack,
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i just don't give a fuck anymore

vantablack,
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i am worthless, meaningless, and an actively objectively horrible presence

rachaelspooky,
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@vantablack bull fucking goddamn shit you arent

vantablack,
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thank you for the kind words everyone. i fell asleep for a while and woke up feeling a bit better c:

vantablack,
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i guess tonight's sleep will be from 8 PM to 1 AM lol

that's... decent-ish. five hours. about what i got yesterday

vantablack,
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y'know

i could sit here being sad

or i could recognize

how awesome i am

how much further i have to go

and how i'll never get there if i just give the fuck up

vantablack,
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sometimes giving myself the movie star speech from bojack horseman helps

“you are the star of a movie. this is the part of the movie where you get your heart broken. where the world tests you, and people treat you like shit. but it has to happen this way. otherwise, the end of the movie, when you get everything you want, won’t feel as rewarding. there are assholes out there, but in the end, they don’t matter. because this movie’s not about them. it’s never been about them. all this time, the movie’s been about you."

vantablack,
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feels especially relevant now

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