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I get it and agree, but why bring it up again? It just feels like this comment is trying to get it started again.

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I had seen that tweet before this comic but the comic feels pretty accurate to how it went down for me too. The next few weeks of comics were a pretty awesome story as well. Especially the one way he wakes up. That was so me!

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Every time I hear this now I think of that dude from Smiling Friends www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9xKj5PsCnI

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These are the kind of memes that forced me to discover that I had a shell. So… Thanks a lot…

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Think of it as feeling somewhat out of uncomfortable or out of place but you can’t figure out why.

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Not amazing. Mostly fine but when I was seriously looking at some clothes and imagining myself in the, I felt a little bit like the beginnings of a panic attack over the embarrassment and feeling just silly. 🙇🤦😩

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I think about this meme all the time and sometimes want to reference it irl but I’m afraid people will hear it the wrong way. I hear “I have social anxiety, leave me be” I’m afraid others will hear “hurr durr apache helicopter pronouns”

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That was fucking hilarious! I think I’ve seen this channel before but never watched it.

Blahaj_Blast,
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😱 Is that Pepsi + milk? 🤮

I made the mistake of mixing soda and cream once…

ONCE

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Yeah I never expected to be on this flight, fuck knows who’s flying, and I have no idea where I’m crashing.

Edit:damn network errors

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Jesus Christ, it’s Jaso- I mean birds aren’t real!

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Be that as it may, that’s the only pic I could find that felt close to what I look like, regardless of happiness.

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Maybe it’s not the best illustration, but something about that flustered shy femboy anesthetic feels kind of right sometimes. But the I go to the gym and try to bulk up because I do enjoy working out, so 🤷

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But does he feel manly af? Maybe sometimes he just wants to be a smol cutie.

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I’m in your head. I’m you!

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Occasionally, but not always. Some of this is new.

How old were you?

How old were you when you began questioning/considering you weren’t “normal”? I’m in my 30s and almost all at once feel like I’m not sure what I am in most demensions and struggling to figure out what I feel about anything. I’ve been married, happily for a while, which adds a little to the confusion.

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I can relate to some of that. I do have some memories of being uncomfortable about my body and wondering if I was supposed to have been the other and somehow everyone got it wrong when I was born, though whatever age I was, I don’t think trans was anywhere near mainstream and had no idea it existed.

Also, I think it was some egg_irl memes that started the questions. I stumbled onto it and they were kind of funny, until “Wait. Are these too funny?” This being sometime after also realizing I had adhd after finding their memes too funny and relatable.

Maybe I will end up accepting myself the way I was, or not, but yeah it is a hell of a thing. It’s like I was vibing trying to survive life and someone suddenly pulled the fucking floor out from under me.

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I grew up with you’re normal, or you’re wrong. And teaching that people just exist have have different feelings about things was indoctrination. I’ve been undoing that for years and thought I had been accepting on some level for years, but maybe it wasn’t enough til now.

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